Monday, July 31, 2006
on last thurs 27 jul... i went to watch priates of the caribbean... dunnoe is spell like tt or not... but i think i not bad! haha... why does ppl say tt it is not that nice? funny yeah! jus to mention... i went to watch alone... haha... did even give much thought abt it till after the movie then realise that it was 7th month and the threater is quite empty... haha... lucky it wasn't that cold...
yesterday... 30 jul.... it was the last day for mei and jean... last day working in airport.... and there it goes....all the ppl from ngee ann are all gone... as in really lor... i am the only one left behind... so sad right... hai... now nobody i can look for when i am in trouble... or when i need help... cos i am still dun really know the ppl there...
yesterday stayed back till quite late cos was having luncu plus tea time with they all in the starbuck in airport.... was quite a nice experience when there is a superviser and another staff joined us... filling us their stories at work... was really dead tired when i reached home but i am really thankful that mei had stayed back to listen and gave me advise on wat i should do and i should not... thanks mei!
had taken some picture yesterday when i am in uniform... will post it here when i upload them... hehe...
talking abt tonight... i wonder who is going.... i only know xing, siu, ming and me... erm... let me gucess... i think karen, wendi, teng and rudith ba... let see if i am correct or not... haha.. cos xing told me that 8 of us are meeting... haha... and i grew fatter!!!!!!!!! oh god... i really dun know what i have been eating these days that make me look soooooooooo round!!! so sad lor... i really need to get started on reducing them...
missing the days in essential... if any of u ( siu, xing n jason?) are reading this... i wonder if u all do remember our 5 years agreement? it's coming to an one year anniversary soon! haha... i wonder do u all remember the date... haha...
Moonlight Shone On...10:37 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
fears
got sooooo panic that i broke down... i know that sounds stupid but i am really scared that something bad might happen la... hai... as in i do something wrong... i am damn scared that i called shu shan for help la... hate it when i am so not in control of the things i am doing.... hai...
jus praying very hard that today i won't kinna anything bad... jus give me counter and i will be save and happy... that day was like the gate for the two flights are soooooo far from each other... i was having a hard time walking around and my leg hurts!!! hai... i am so scared to go work now lor....
did i mention tt the walls in my house are dropping..... its like that... those in the toilet was like on the "going-to-drop" status... and the day before 2 of them drop! lucky no one was in the toilet... and my mama scared that we will get hitted by them when we were using the toilet so she decided to use the poles to hit them hard and almost the whole wall dropped out... so scarly la... jus the sound of it is so scarly...
got a new bag from my sister... hehe... an early bdae gift... love it!!! hehe.. fake adidas... haha... i am as prirated as before... lol... tml off... but i think i got nothing to do... cos i dunnoe who i can ask out... so sian... no one is free in the afternoon ba...
Moonlight Shone On...10:45 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006
monday blues....
hate working in the afternoon... cos right now i dun feel like moving my butt from my bed to prepare myself from work.... this is bad... tt's why i dun like afternoon shift.. i m so used to starting work in the morning n now i m more on a slacking mood... bad.... give me more thoughts of not going work... bad bad...the weather is sooooooo hot!!!! if i get out of my house i should b melting ba... hai...
got my uniforms yesterday... lol... going to b in uniform soon... lol... hope i dun grow fat in a few days time.... cos they r really small!!!
my house the walls are dropping... scarly!!!!
Moonlight Shone On...11:26 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
working hard...
have been working non-stop.... really non-stop since i started solo last monday.... work is okie... slowly getting use to working alone... and i mean slowly... still have not get use to the ppl at work... like dun really know wat to say to them... then jus today i think i started to get panic... my reaction is like so slow lor... lol... dun know why on the way to work @ 4.30am... i should be sleeping soundly on the bus.... but i jus could sleep and my heart is like pounding in a adnormal way.... like something bad is going to happen...and i am right... the staff in hong kong could not uplift their tickets from passenger going to xiamen... and i did remember to take out their tickets leh... hai.... bad bad news...
i am having this bad habit... and it is running away from things... everytime at home.... i will suddenly think of the work in airport.... and everytime before i can start thinking more abt it... i will stop myself of thinking anything related to work... got wat i mean? lol... never mind... jus know that i am running away....
i think i am starting to have the phoeia of going to work... i think it will get worest when mei they all are going off this week... and my mentor shu shan has ended her work last friday... hate this feeling.... when will i get used to working there????????
didn't have any rest since i start working.... as in no rest day ba.... for the past 1 week have been working non-stop.... and ended up getting sick... feeling weak all over... lol... but i dun think i can rest leh... hai.... it is going to be tough for the next few days as work will be quite tiring... working afternoon shift tml... which ends at around 7.30 and the next day 5.30am needs to start work again... its going to be tiring man...
last sat 15 jul 2006 ... went to quin's church concert... haha... was interesting.... haha...songs and songs and yeah... quin looks good on stage... haha... tue... 18 jul went to teng bdae.... i felt quite sad when one asked the whole class to attend her bdae chalet... and ended up only 3 went... i am jus trying to say come on ppl.... those from tb27... can be more on ma? its all abt time management ba... lol... cos i really felt very bad when i was there... and it really discourage me from organising a 21th bdae party... okie... that will be quite long later... haha
realised that i haven't been like myself for the past one month... the cheerful, loud, fun going ling like has disappear... i think its time to really get some rest from the things i am doing... but can i?
Moonlight Shone On...7:58 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
work....
today work kinna sucks... unhappy things happen early in the morning.... end up making my whole day kinna screw.... now i know why it is not good to work in the same company with your family memebers or close or good friends... cos if got conflict... everything turn sour... but right till now i still do not think that i had done anything wrong... feeling quite upsad when i did nothing wrong and yet need to see other ppl face... hai...
13 july 2006 thursday
yesterday was a great day... haha... slack at home reading my fav comics and around 5 plus went out to have dinner with ming and xing... lol... so fun... and its the 2nd time of the week that this happen:
i am standing in front or anywhere visable, and yet the ppl who is meeting me can't see me!!! i think its either their eyes got problem if not then is i look really different...
mr xing said that my long hair looks better... lol... i am waiting for quin's reply tml... but even if all of them say long hair suits me more... there is nothing much i can do but to wait till it grow ba.. lol... yesterday shopping was rather smooth... hehe... manage to get teng a bdae present... and got something for myself... i have been aiming the handphone pouch for quite some time.. hehe... love it man!
like the feeling of getting something i like... hehe... but then dun really have the ability to buy all the things i my to-buy-list.... seems like the list is getting longer and longer each time i go window shopping... lol... yesterday gotta attacked till i almost can't take it.. lol... dun know i should laugh or cry... sounds stupid but yeah... mayb long time never got suan...
Moonlight Shone On...4:44 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
life...
yesterday met up with quin in thomson plaza... its been a real long time since we last talk.. haha... brought her the things i bought for her in taiwan... lol.... hope that she likes it... talked for a while and so many things had happened! lol...this woman is as busy as usual... meeting up with her is soooooo difficult... its like she is always so pack with activities... lol...
later meeting up with ming and xing to get teng present.... kinna looking forward to it as it has been a long time since we last met.... suddenly felt so gulity of not participating in others life... as in i never bother to keep in touch with the others and i am always busy with my own life... dun like the feeling of difting away from frens.... which i am currently feeling... hope that today will turn out okie...
next monday i will be offically working alone... as in solo... with no mentor... i am starting to get nightmares... its so scarely!!! hai... i wonder when will i get used to working in airport?
siu: feeling stressed? wanna go sing our hearts out one day when both of us is free? u must take care okie!!!
ps: have a sudden craze to watch movie... any takers?
Moonlight Shone On...12:47 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
one of the days had met siu for dinner... it was good! and went for the movie jus my luck... was pretty good! haha... long time never watch such "gers" show le... feel soooo sweet.. haha...
friday went to my ex boss house for bbq.... damn fun! haha... almost all the workers were there... haha... we were so crazy taking pictures... lol... and our bosses actually got influnces by us! ahha.... damn funny la! show u some of the good one!
however i was damn tired that day la.... cos linda's (my boss name) is at tanah merah... so i did not go home to rest... i went to my uncle house which was at tampines to have my afternoon nap and i didn't really get to sleep well as i think my head choose bed... then is like fall asleep le and wake up. sleep le and wake up... never really sleep well... but i had a great day la!
other than those two days tt is happening... other days i were staying at home watching my prince of tennis from youtube... haha... hope to finish it asap... lol.... will update once anything happen in my life...
ps... started taking adult transportation fare... and i will be no more under student fare le... its soooooooooooooooo expensive la! this jus add on to my expenses! hai
Moonlight Shone On...7:41 PM
