Tuesday, June 30, 2009
work was really quiet... cos all went to another office.. only left w me and ryan... need to get use to the loneliness as there are more days to come...
went home early to get ready for zh bdae party... its a mini concert and well... fun! i must say... one of the best 21st tt i had went to... pls take note that MINE 21 was like 2 years ago okie! lol... wore my new top! its nice! hehe... just tt my big arm kinna spoil it.. lol... food was okie... i still think mine is better... lol... then started his mini concert...got piano performance, singing, dual, and BAND! i uploaded them in FB but still... would like to post them here... lol... see if my youtube can load fast enough or not ba... lol
below are some of the pics
The LA Team!
Bdae boy got "sa-bo"
The "no-group friends"
HP friends
Xiao Yan Jing Group Photo
Me and Joel~
LA team
there's the video!enjoy!
13 June 2009, Saturaday
off from work... studied jap test
14 June 2009, Sunday
study jap test at home
15 June, 2009, Monday - after work went home to study
16 June, 2009 Tuesday - last day of jap class... i dun think i am continuing cos i have never thought tt i will go so far also... by right i should be able to speak fluent jap or understand them... but by left i am not a good student la... lol... jap test was terrible...
17 June, 2009 Wednesday - as usual, i failed my jap test. lol... met jess and wei jia at tangs and then we went far east to buy xiao qi's bdae present. love the bag which we bought! haha... nice! had sakura (the thai one lol) for dinner... tom yam is good!
18 June,2009 Thursday - after work met qi to go bugis shopping... had mos for dinner and then went to bugis and bought another shoes! hehe... a new shoe! haha... and the feel and look is SOOO me leh... haha... and we went to the new shopping center and its cool! big but ex.. last level seems to have alot of new food... must try must try!
19 June, 2009 Friday - ot till 730 then went to meet jess and wei jia for a quick bite and then went to xiao qi bdae party... haha... its a pub w ktv. haha... we waited for a very long time for our song and i sang kuo jing... the front part of the song got qing chang by the actual singer and the funny part was one of the guest actually turn and look at me and give me the "tt's your voice ar!" look. lol... it an eye opener and really enjoy it! lol
20 June 2009 Saturday - slack at home
21 June 2009 Sunday - went to celebrate daddy day at chomp chomp... it was malu cos dad thought tt we will be going to some where posh and wore long pants w nice and thick top... then i have to ask him to change into something lighter so that he won't feel so hot... it's very malu hor... i think he very disappointed leh...
22 June 2009 Monday - work was boring and going batum tml!
23 & 24 June 2009 Tues - wednesday - batum trip. shall update another day cos it will be a long post!
25 June 2009 Thursday - lunch treat zh to thank him on intro-ing me the job. had a cheap lunch BUT a ex tea break cos i bought pacific coffee and CHEESE CAKE! lol.. its good!
26 June 2009 Friday - Buffet at Royal scotts w company. food was great! had almost every cake there! after that went to meet CX gang for steamboat and i didn't eat cos i was too full...
27 June 2009 Sat - work at j8
28 June Sunday - slack at home and watch the last episope of BOYS OVER FLOWER!!!! soOOOOOoo nice!
29 June 2009 Monday - watch Transformer! wohhhooo! its good! haha... i am impress! love it!
30 June 2009 Tuesday - ot 2 hours at work. lunch at center eating waraku and had our last dinner w zh cos its his last day at work... sob sob... i got no mountain to lean to le!
1 July 2009 Wednesday - hot pot steamboat w HP gang
2 July 2009 Thursday - ai qing hai w qi?
3 July 2009 Friday - meeting cha and mich
so far tt's all... anyway..i am not very safe now la... my office got ppl got h1n1... so we are told to LOOK after our health... and BE careful...lol... gtg... tata
Moonlight Shone On...9:52 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
i need to get used to the feeling of being alone again... be independent! jia you shiling!
Moonlight Shone On...9:35 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
together with the BAD news zh give me.. which makes me feel worest... hai.. alot of bad things la... emo emo emo-ing~
是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由
Moonlight Shone On...11:13 PM
Monday, June 08, 2009
i am sooo pissed with work... i jus manage to finish a very very complicated case and by right i should feel high satisfaction cos i did it all by myself and the case is 3 months long! but the satisfaction haven't even sink in i start to feel irritate!!! more case comes in, partner chasing for old cases, boss chasing me for update.... stress!
today is the second time in this week in this month i saw Singaporeans NOT giving up seats to pregnant woman!!!!! i am sooooo pissed la! because Singapore govt encourage ppl to give birth (with benefits), there are more and more pregnant woman. and with economy downturn more ppl are taking public transport. so reserved seats are reserved for needy ppl NEEDY ppl!!!! first time i saw a pregnant woman on mrt standing in front of the reserved seat... and yet a woman blind enough not to see her and continue to act blind! angry! 2nd time is today on the bus! wat... super sian la... the stomach is big enough tt 3 year old kid can identify her as a woman with baby inside the stomach (in kids term) and yet adults ADULTS can't tell... wa... i super pissed lo... and i got a seat so i gave it to her... i can't stand Singaporeans okie!!! ARG!
i am falling sick soon... very heaty and with the bad weather... which makes me feel worest!
tt day went jamming with qi they all... i soooo feel like singing also... u know i like to sing and listening to them makes me feel like joining in cos its soooo pro and funny~ but then u know la... those who hear me sing before should know tt i dun sing well... or rather i sound bad... so how i dare to go there throw face... somemore its zh bdae. i dun even know him well lo... right? but i see le hen xian mu... and looking at all those ppl who have a talent... i felt that i am quite useless... like dun know anything like tt... super sian right? hai....
okie... enough of my rubbish... let me continue with my weekly update...
6 June, Wednesday: went jamming with qiqi, zh, alvin and roxy. they are good! got chance will upload the songs online... (imeen refuse to play the full song! arg!)
7 June, Thursday: ot 0.5 hours so tt i can go home earlier the next day as i am planning to go shopping again!
8 June, Friday: wanted to leave early but ended up went off around the same time as usual cos last minute meeting which dragged into my time... sian... after tt go to bugis and meet qi. dinner at mos and bought a top at liver!! i always like the clothes there but then its super ex... so great singapore sales got sales and saw something tt fits me so buy lo! haha... then after which went to bugis street and then we bought 3 pairs of shoes and 3 tops... i got a polo tee and a pair of shoes others are qi's one! haha... satisfied trip! and i love my zhan li ping!
9 June, Sat: bad sales, and i am not feeling well...
10 June, Sunday: online shop and bought 2 tops... i am overspending... need some control...
11 June, Monday: work was BAD... lots of disturbing ppl, disturbing things... but lunch at holland! i miss the place! and went home late again cos got chase by boss for updates... sian sian SIAN... and the "weather" in office is bad too... its cloudy, there is lighting, and thundering and i foresee disaster!
upcoming week...
12 June, Tuesday: jap class... not really looking forward to it... cos that is the last lesson and tt means final test is coming! and qiqi they all going to jam again! i want to go!!!
13 - 14 June, Wednesday & thursday: no events... planning to rest at home.
15 June, Friday: zh's bdae... i am quite looking forward to it...
16 -17 June, Saturday & Sunday: staying at home to study for next week jap test
Moonlight Shone On...7:58 PM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
the situation is like tt... i am going into the car park and cars are entering.... so i waited for the car to enter before i go in cos i will need to walk in between the bars... what happen was the car driver decided to let me go first.... so i jus walk and then i think my shoes hit or stuck in between the holes on the floor and then *boom* there i go landed on the floor in *dog-standing position* so my knees are wet and i got my hands dirty as i had that to support my body... and worest still i fell MALU... super malu as i was like fall and then i kind of *blank out* for a moment before i stands up and faster enter the building... stupid right?
this morning before i woke up i was like should i go to work today cos the weather is SOOOO good to sleep! but yet.... i woke up and then were late for work! and then i fall and then when i start working i have to redo what i did that day... wa... i think today i super suay lo... hai...
by the way... i failed my jap test... and i failed badly! 43... and passing marks is 60. i will have to work harder for the next paper if not i would need to go for retest... sian...
later after work i am going down jamming... with my sis and her friends cum bf cos they are performing next week at her bf's bdae party (a mini concert). i think will be super interesting la... so wanted to go down and see...
tml should be resting at home and then friday i will be going shopping again with qi... hope i can get some new tops and mayb dresses? haha... see how first ba...
Moonlight Shone On...11:25 AM
Monday, June 01, 2009
Moonlight Shone On...3:33 PM
wanted to have a happier post, a happier start of the month... orginally it was... i didn't have enough sleep but i woke up w a light heart... i was on time and everything was well till he asked me whether my off days i took at the end of the month is confirm... i was stunned for a while... cos i, myself have not convince myself that my trip is seriously going to be cancel AGAIN! AGAIN!!!!!!!!
somehow that question he asked make me realised that i have to let the truth set in cos he planning for holiday and needed my off days... and before i know it this sad feeling started to sank in... i have been planning sooooo long on this but somehow it jus stop somewhere somehow and then leave me hanging there... this is making me crazy... i know that there is a possibly that it will be cancel but then that fact has not sank right in yet...
i was still having the hope that the stupid swine flu will be under control and then we might be able to get going! and truelly, taiwan cases are all under control! there is no spreading of the virus to the public and those cases came in from other countries... yet... i would really wish to gooooooooooo!!!!!! i can still hang on to my hope to at least 2 weeks before the departure date which we orginally planned and arrange on.... but now.. i have to decided fast and then cancel my off days cos someone else is waiting for it...
can someone tell me what to do and knock some sense and feelings back into me cos i am feeling soooo lost now... all i feel is SAD and yet i cannot cry cos i am not alone in the office... hai...
sorry for a sad post in the begining of the month and the begining of the day...
26 May: i fail my jap test... once i got the paper i forgot what i learn.
27 May: OT
28 May: went jurong point shopping with my sis and bought a pair of new shoes and a skirt from fashion lab which only cost 14 dollars cos buy one get one free and my sis got a identical short! and we almost got a same top with different size! lol... we tried on the same thing and look identical for once... lol
29 May: went to tampines to shop but went back with nothing cos there is nothing to buy there! sad! a wasted trip.... tried on the jap marche but the food is only so so... had a broken bowl!
30 May: work at j8
31 May: a day rest at home... watching boys before flowers! wo..... my dao ming si is SOOOOOO handsome!
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