Sunday, February 25, 2007
have been trying to work on my assignment... and have been struggling!!!! shit la...in this stage i will never be able to finish wat i need to do man! god... have been stuck at the introduction... cos i originally dun wish to include in... but after checking w my friend... i realise that i got to include that.... cos she got that in la... sob sob.... but the problem is that i had read and read the notes but i dun understand!!!! sob sob... how to write something that u dun understand at all? hai....
HELP!!!!! HELP!!!!
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Happy Chinese New Year!
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Have been staying at home ever since i came out... had spend the entire new year at home... feeling quite sian la.... but also dun dare to go out.... for those who cares... i felt alot better already.... can eat more le... and i got so many cravings! lol....
have been trying very hard to concentrate to do my assignment... but alittle too hard to stay focus.... and gucess what? i only have 10 plus days to finish... i better finish earlier then can concentrate on the testes that will be coming in around mid march...
this year a pig year.... and i am behaving like a pig... eat sleep eat sleep... i think those fats i had lost will be coming back real soon! sob sob... really missed going out... meeting friends... and eating!!! haha...to tell the truth.. i really dun mind u guys visiting me de leh.... as if anyone will responds... haha... and i understand la... everyone so busy... hard to find someone to organise and plan (like ME!) hehe... i wonder how is the others doing right now...
nvm... i better start throwing myself into my assignment if not i will sure regret later de... wish me luck k!
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
scarely experience
okie... let me start from the begining... last time i mention that i went for operation right? its actually bang zhi chuang...
then on the sunday 11 feb... i was working in junction 8... around 4pm... wanted to give out some air... but felt something warm flowing down instead... and then realised that it was blood... rush to the toilet and kind of having serious bleeding from my butt... damn scarely la... the blood that came out was like more then 5 cups lor... the concentration of the blood in the toilet in contrast to the water there was more than 100% lor...
then i got scared and called my mum for help.. she came i think 45 minutes later and brought me to TTSH...in the meantime bleed had managed to stop for a while but started again when i was waiting for the doctors... rush to toilet once but didn't make it on the 2nd time cos after that felt very giddy... no strength and my mum dun allow me to go cos she scared i faint in the toliet...
then during the 2nd flow of blood i blackout for a few seconds... and kind of make a messy at the hospital(according to my mum la) when i got back my feelings... i was already on bed and doctors are examining me le... around 7pm... i got offically hospitalize and well... i m damn weak la... first night in the hospital was damn scarely...
on the 13 feb.. tues... thought can go home but can't cos red blood cells too low (normally suppose to be 12-14 but i am only at 7.6) i was like of course la... u go bleed so much blood and see if it will be so low or not la... then they refuse to give me food on 12 feb night till in 13 feb evening cos they wanna give me a scope to check my intestine to see if the bleeding is from the zhi chuang or from some other places...
the scope is very scarely... at first i thought they will be giving me some medicine so to put me to sleep... but no lor... i can feel the thing going into my butt and worest till... there is a tv right in front of me showing what the camera is showing... sooooooo scarely la... after the scope i was vomitting so badly... till around 10 plus then i got better...
but wat i was happy was tt i will be going home the next day... keep waking up in the midnight to check the time...
after going home... the vomitting still continue... cos my wei still very weak... and the medicine quite strong... and the parts where all the wound from those needles got blue black... but at least staying home is best!
on the 16 feb friday mich came to visit me.... 17 feb this year got to stay at home during new year le
Moonlight Shone On...2:00 PM
finally back home... the pass three days i will never forget in my whole life man... for those who know.. no worries... i m fine le... for those who dunnoe... update later still feeling weak...
Moonlight Shone On...1:30 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
29 jan 07 monday
this morning wake up damn early to accompany my sister for her first ever interview... wahaha.... a interview at SMRT... aiyo... wake up so early and got to rush there... then u know wat? the meeting only last for 5 minutes! lol... but it was my first time i ever see qiqi in such formal clothes... haha... well... i believe if she wear like that everyday... ppl will sure say that i am the younger sister... wahahhaa
and within 2 hours...she got the confirmation from the company... haha... and sadly... after she got the confirmation another company doing the income tax one called her to confirm her... she damn lucky la... one day got two job... but too bad she had already accepted the first one...
and the whole day i am running around in circles la... her interview at city hall... then went bugis to pray.... then got to go to her agent there to sign contract which is at taka... then i got too tired from running around... so i went home... but she had continued her running around SIN with my mum... hahah
30 jan 2007 tues
sch in the afternoon
31 jan 2007 wednesday
work @ junction 8...
1 feb 2007 thursday
went sch for a one day course... how to write an effective paper... it was okie lor... i think its helpful in certain ways and had helped alittle by building little confidence in myself for the individual project i got to write damn soon.... after that went to meet auntie heng for lunch... had a nice chat with her...
2 feb 2007 friday
after sch went shopping at THIS FASION the one in PS... haha... shopped for quite a long time... cos too used to shopping with my sister le... then now shop alone got no one give comments... so got to see and think myself... i think i tried for 20 clothes ba...haha... end up only buy one dress... whaha... i finally got my own dress le!! hehe... then there is one top i really like but dun have my size... sob sob... well... i will never give up! i will go round the whole singapore to search for that top... haha...
going to wear that dress for the wedding dinner tml...
3 feb 2007 sat
will be at home till evening time then go wedding dinner... seems like got alot of ppl are getting married hor... hai... then suddenly think of something... haha... i was like thinking mayb should join the student conciler.... cos i think in my case of hoping to know more guys in uni doesn't seems to work that well cos there isn't much interaction in class... hahah... hua chi
then last night i got a very nice dream... i was dreaming abt my 21th bdae party... haha... i was having a costume party and all my friends all came with very funny costumes... siu in army officer uniform... ming in chef uniform... peng in nurse uniform... xing in spiderman costumes(which looks damn funny)... then mish in belly dancer costumes... cha in nurse uniform too! hehe... then alot of ppl come in very funny costumes... got snow white, superman, police, doctor, cabin crew, ge ge, jap, korean costume...then so colourful la... everyone taking pictures having a great time... then suddenly the party became very quiet cos everyone left... or mayb didn't turn up... then i was waiting there for someone to come... so sad hor...
i thought that was quite a good idea... but i scared no one will come... haha... anyway its too far to think abt it...
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