Wednesday, October 21, 2009
yesterday dinner was not bad... lol... met ming and gina at 7.30 (then drag to 8 and finally get to eat my dinner at 8.30)... lol... we had aston for dinner... not sure izzit me or wat... i thought the one in suntec taste better...lol... kind of enjoy meeting them cos we are all very natural... like no walls between each other and can talk abt anything and will not be 冷场.
after aston we went mac to enjoy their air-con and then continue to chat... and the topics went from work to holidays etc... gina planning of a Mongolia trip! lol... if i got money mayb i will go... but now... i got this fear tt my taiwan trip will be difficult to go... cos i got this assistant i think she has to cancel her trip cos upper management dun allow her to take off... i scared later i will have the same problem too...
somemore i am hoping to clear some leave for end of this year too! hai...
got to start work... blog again another day!
Moonlight Shone On...1:13 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
looking forward to the swimming later... haha... jus want to get out of the house for a while... its not that i dun like to be at home... but i am about to be bored to death... for the past one week i have been trapped at home watching 台湾偶像剧。just finish 恶作剧之吻 and the proposal... both are not bad but 恶作剧之吻 is abit draggy.... though the love story is nice... very sweet... and i kind of like the ending... thought its not a perfect ending but it gives us room to think and explore...
the proposal was a funny love story too... not too much on the romance... but its quite a different love story... hhaha... and now i dun know what to watch!!!! and i am BORED... i really need to find something i wan to do in life... and should stop wasting my life like this.... anyway... sorry for the down of my website for the past one week... and i wanted to change a new skin... but i was too lazy thus only went to copy and paste the link back and well... back to my usual page... haha
later in the late afternoon meeting xiao qi to go swim... i have been growing FAT! haha... need to get rid of my FATS before i turn into XXXL... how has my life been? hmm... so far still okie... need to find a way to like my job... not very sure why up till now i am still having negative feelings abt it... and gucess what? i have to work tml when some of the ppl out there are on public holiday! lucky they give me additional day off for my annual leave. tt makes my annual leave 6 days! but the funny thing is tt i have NOTHING TO DO, NO PLACE TO GO, NO ONE TO SPEND for tt 6 DAYS! what a sad life hor...
there are some of the things i feel like doing and buying...
i feel like taking up a course... to learn something... but i am not sure what i wan to learn... i feel like learning driving... haha... finally right? cos to tell the truth la... i feel like getting a car... but the thought of getting one is not very high la... but thought tt since everyone i know knows how to drive... it will be good tt i get the licences and perhaps use my ability to own one... cos i find it quite convenience to go around to places... and i can go home later without worrying no last transport or i need to sleep early because work next day... NOTE: my sleeping time on weekday is 11pm latest... i NEED TO get onto bed and SLEEP at 11pm SHARP... lol.. or i will be zomie the next day...
anyway... besides all these... i realise i m having finance crisis! i am overspending... out of my budget... and i am spending into my next month's pay!!!!! but the funny thing is tt for the past weeks... all i did was go work go home go work and go home... only perhaps one or two days i will meet cha for dinner... and tt is all... why huh? now i only left 70 bucks for now till end of the month before i get my pay... i am soooo dead... not very sure where i have spend my money also... i haven't been going shopping too! side track abit... i feel like getting a running shoes later... haha...
hmm... mayb i understand why le... cos last month i only paid 1.2k... i gave my mum 400, gave my sis 50, i paid my bills 400 and i saved 100... tt means i have SPEND 250 already!!!! hmm... but tt 250 is for daily use... but no no... i jus happen to OVERSPEND! 250 by right should be able to last me for one month's daily expenses... BUT NOW IS ONLY MID OF THE MONTH! and end of this month i got more things i need to spend on! my sis 21st bday will be a bomb... estimated spending will be abt 100 to 150... cos need to buy cake, need to bring them to eat... (them includes my WHOLE family) so i might need to spend more than tt... hai...
gtg for lunch already... hope it doesn't rain later!
Moonlight Shone On...12:10 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
why does my weekend have to end so fast? hai... in a few minutes time i will be sleeping and a few more hours time i have to wake up for work... i am not very sure why am i dragging myself to work...
previously when i was with hp... my life wasn't as bad... at least i dun look forward to weekend so much... and i dun drag myself to work this much too... hmm... okie... i do complain at times... but this is so not me... i never look forward to weekend... could it be tt cos i work in j8 and tt my weekend is shorter than others thus to me, weekend is jus another working day...
its not that i want to complain... but then i think my life ahead is going to be tougher... heard that soon i will get calls from angry ppl tt scream off the phone... last friday i already have one ridicules call... one stupid man call at 6PM when the day was abt to end... and asked what if he refuse to pay us... well... i stated the process la... though i am not sure of the last resort... and well... he demand and ask wat if we go to court and yet he dun want to pay? i was rather stun at his question... and i said i will check lo... what a way to end my day... my FRIDAY SOMEMORE...
and i should say... what a way to START my monday too! i have to return his stupid call... most properly will hear him screaming over the phone... or rather cursing me on and off... is all jobs meant to be like tt? that there are something i will like and something i dun like? and that i have to learn to accept it and to take in whatever tt comes? to tell the truth i am not sure this is the life i wan to have...or is it the matter of time to get use to this?
i am not sure if i can tahan till next year... or rather... tahan till May after my taiwan trip... i rather quit then after my LONG AWAITED trip... but that is going to be SOOOOO long... and perhaps by then i will get USED TO all this bullshit... i need to know what i want in life so tt i can find n do what i wan... do i wan to work my life away and not enjoying it? and define enjoy... i am confuse actually...
mayb its time... for me to seriously consider... tt i cannot jus accept whatever tt comes in the way and thinks tt i can go through it without interest... i seriously need to think and search what i wan in life... though mei has been trying to tell me this long long time ago... seems like everyone have at least their directions set... and mine?
shall stop for now... time for bed... i hate mondays...
Moonlight Shone On...10:49 PM
Sunday, October 04, 2009
this is the first "long" weekend i had for like 8 years? the official long weekend... both free on sat and sun and no more work on weekend... haha... spend it quite peacefully... yesterday went to swim w xiao qi... kind of a last minute thing cos she jus msg me in the morning and i am free so went in the afternoon.... thank god that there is no sun and its not raining either... haha... very good weather...
we went to j8 to buy her swimsuit and goggle before we went swimming... intially was rather worried tt it will rain but well... we were luckly! we swam for about 1 hour plus and headed home... its quite unusal for me to go swim for such a short duation cos previously mei and mishie usually swim quite long.... haha...
and today i stayed at home and play psp... going to return to zh le... so got to faster play finish it.... hopefully i can get it done by this week...
and as for the previous post... hmm... we shall see how ba... i am getting lazy... lol... anyway... i am SO NOT looking forward to work tml... hai... jus think of the emails i NEED to reply but DUN KNOW HOW to reply makes my head grow BIG... i jus hope tt i can faster master it or get over and done w it... this is something i NEED TO LEARN... but i will be glad if there is someone there to TEACH... but if there isn't i will have to go the LONG way and tt does not sound pleasant to me...
SHILING JIA YOU~
Moonlight Shone On...11:01 PM
Friday, October 02, 2009
SERIOUSLY... I DUN KNOW HOW TO REPLY THEIR EMAILS... CAN I DUN REPLY?
Moonlight Shone On...2:30 PM
dragging myself to work sucks....
having 100 plus mails to clear sucks...
having to reply unpleasant mails sucks...
having 8 hours more to end of work sucks...
starting to dislike what i have...
Moonlight Shone On...9:18 AM
