Friday, November 28, 2008
21 Nov 2008 Friday
well... when i was on my way for my 2nd round interview... i was hoping that they might have something not related to insurance so tt i can faster settle down instead of lazying around at home...but i was still alittle reluctant to go down la... and so... i was late for interview due to the dragging i had... and well... on my way.. i receive a call for another interview which i sent alot earlier... and that was something that i really wanted!!!! haha... so what happen was, it kind of makes the interview later seems sooooooooo small and insignificant! hahaha... well... jus hope that i dun messed up my chance! it will be on 2 dec 2008. well... the job offer for me during the insurance interview was selling insurance... although the pay package is REALLY very tempting... but, i am crossing out every thing tt is related to sales...
22 Nov 2008 Saturday
Work at j8... lousy sales...
23 Nov 2008 Sunday
Went for interview and failed again... i dun really know the reason why... hai.... after which went for my make up jap class...and the test sucks... i didn't know that the previous sem things are tested and i didn't study for tt! hai... so i dun think i will pass la...
24 Nov 2008 Monday
another day slacking at home...
25 Nov 2008 Tuesday
went for jap class in the evening.. and well... i failed again... hai..
26 Nov 2008 Wednesday
met mei for lunch today... hehe... updated her on alot of things... like my interviews and stuff like tt... and brought her a cake! haha... hope she likes it... the whole lunch appointment is really jus me talking and talking and talking... lol.. hopes she dun find me too noisy... lol... there is jus so much to update and every time when i meet up w her i always dun have much to share and this time round i talk alot! haha
after which i became an half day tourist... lol... well... what i did was acting like a tourist and going to the merlion there to take those photos tt tourist will take... lol... such as...
as u can see... my skills are not bad de! haha... jus tt its really hard to take pictures w the item when u want yourself to be in it n yet u r e person taking w it... n this is exactly what i meant... lol
after which i hide myself in esplanade due to the hot weather... i was perpsiring like a pig! lol... so decided to go into air con and rest... well to see some of the free exhitbits and its really nice! colouful and there is one that really touch my heart cos it simply describe the feelings i had now...
and i wonder around the area and went suntec to pass my time before its time to meet wei jia and xiao qi... to actually caculate the time... i walked around aimlessly for more than 3 hours... by the time i meet xiao qi n wei jia... i was deadly tired... we had our dinner at shukodo and it was fun! xiao qi found her job! haha... congrads! we manage to touch up with each other lifes and after dinner we went to TCC to continue.... hehe... i had a nice night gers! thanks!
27 Nov 2008 Thursday
bad day
28 Nov 2008 Friday
Work at j8 for half a day
29 Nov 2008 Sat
Work at j8 Full day - very tired!!!
30 Nov 2008 Sunday
Happy bdae jia xing!
nothing much happens but jus staying at home looking for jobs and slack...
有时并不是没有鱼上钩,而鱼上钩了,但渔民并没有意识到, 又让鱼游了...
Moonlight Shone On...12:43 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
this morning she went to ntuc and called back to ask me to go help her push her cart back after her shopping. it was 8.45 in the morning... where i was still SLEEPING! i slept at 2plus last night and walked the whole day and i WAS N AM very tired le... if she need help she can TELL ME YESTERDAY BEFORE SHE GOES TO SLEEP n yet she didn't... fine, i know her hands are injure and cannot carry heavy stuff... i will go help her... I WILL GO HELP HER! ROAR~~~~
normally she takes abt an hour to shop, so i decided to sleep for awhile more cos I AM VERY VERY TIRED! and I WILL WAKE UP WHEN THE TIME IS UP! and guess what... my stupid, irritating, brainless sister keep coming to disturb my last few minutes of sleep! and keep CLAIMING THAT I AM VERY RELUCTANT TO GO! which ear in this world heard that i say i am not going? damn it man... i jus want my few minutes of sleep can DIE IZZIT?!!!?!? her tone, the words she used and this two incident makes me fire up lo!
I didn't have enough sleep... so i get edgy very easily... i am tired, so i tend to be extremely sensitive. and these two incidents come together makes me on fire... and my fire is still burning now! ROAR!!!!!
now that i am looking for jobs online... she come to tell me that i am playing away my time and not helping her to bake... i was like... WHAT IN THE HELL!!!! I AM NOT PLAYING LO!!!! I AM LOOKING FOR JOBS LO!!!!!!!!!! ITS NOT LIKE I AM LAZING AROUND DOING NOTHING... U THINK I LIKE TO BE AT HOME ARH? IF CAN I WILL NOT STAY AT HOME LO... KEEP HAVING U NAG AT ME! i also want to faster find a job so tt i can start saving to buy things and save for my taiwan trip from my VERY OWN-MAKE MONEY LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW I WISH I CAN BE FINACIALLY INDEPENDENT SO THAT I WILL NEVER EVER NEED TO GET PERMISSION FROM U TO BUY THINGS TT ARE EXPENSIVE BECAUSE THOSE ARE MY OWN MONEY! keep saying that i am not doing anything is simply because u never see me doing! arg... i jus can't wait to get out of the house lo! angry! and my day start of with a nasty start and all this ended off after i took my afternoon nap...
moral of the story: 千万不要成为我起床气的原因之一, 因为我会气很久
ps: i bite now!
Moonlight Shone On...3:49 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
haha... but somehow i feel abit suan suan de... felt more lonely then ever? lol... mayb? i dun know... i am starting to feel worest... depression? i dun think its tt extreme... jus empty and lost? whatever... but well... i want to wish all of them happiness!
Moonlight Shone On...12:16 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Wanted to meet mei for lunch before i meet quin for tea... but it was cancelled due to my text error... or rather the daylight saving time error... lol... cos i type the mgs the night before but i sent it out the night after... so what happen was the term used for tml turned out to be the day after tml.... confusing? haha...
so i had my lunch at home and went out to meet quin at her sch... accompanied her for lunch... it was abt 3pm lo... aiyo... local uni life is really like no life... and surprising the meet up was better then expected... and somehow most of my complains abt her is resolved after assurance of certain stuffs... haha... and its really great catching up!
14 November 2008 Friday
work half day at j8... first time working w newbi... not that bad la... the one i am more worried is working w aunties... its not that i want to discrimate ppl... but sometimes... i do feel age gaps... and topics are different... so... well... i am jus hoping for the best...lol
16 November 2008 Sunday
slack at home the whole day... didn't get to study till 12.30 to 3am...
17 November 2008 Monday
tried studying my jap... but holiday mood isn't helping much... on top of that... my lazyness is swallowing me slowly... lol... and i got a test tml... i am dead...
18 November 2008 Tuesday
well... i slack too much and decided tt at this rate i will never be able to pass the mid term jap test so i decided to ran away from the truth... which means i took a day off from jap class and postphone it to this coming sunday... lol... yes... i know running away from it doesn't helps much and that i will still need to face it no matter what... but well... now that i got more time to study... i shall make sure that i will not fail again...
19 November 2008 Wednesday
its interview day! lol... after so long... i manage to get calls from companies to go for interviews... but none was anything that i wanted... though i do not really know what else i want to do... but well... definatelly not sales... hai... anyway...morning i went to RE at jurong east (agency)... i know many hates that company and indeed it lives up for its reputation... well... i was offered for the hR executive w them... i dun mind working in hr... but i do not want to work hr for a recuritment agency! and worest... its based on targets which is like sales!
after which i went to pluck my eye brown and then went home... rest for a while before heading to the next interview where i was told that i am headhunted! i was like?!?!? cos i wasn't the top student, neither am i involved in any programs or events nor i stand out in my work (furthermore i have not been in the real work force for quite sometime!) so i was curious and decided to go and see...
before i went.... i had this guts feelings that it could higly be something tt got to do with those finanical companies where u do insurance... and no offense, but i will never do insurance... and well... women's sixth sense is right... its from this insurance company that most ppl know and well... something from my bottom list... jus hope that the jobs they offers are nothing related to sales...
after which i met cha for dinner at mof at marina square...i waited a long time cos my interview ended very early and because of my shoes... i can't really walk much... its PAINFUL!anyway, i'm not sure izzit its jus me or cha... but the i really enjoyed the dinner very much! lol..
20 November 2008 Thursday
orginally i wanted to stay at home the whole day to finish my studies for jap... but... i was called up for interview in the afternoon with another recruitment agency... well i tried to push it to friday as i have another interview w the insurance company as i was told that i passed and prceeding into round 2... hmm... i am still unsure what kind of job they have for me but well... jus go and see lo... but the agancy wasn't free so anyway... the agency is more grand than the previous one i went... but i was in semi formal which seriously i looked like i am going for a interview for a teacher position instead of marketing... lol..
the job offered wasn't exactly what i want as sales are involved... but its alittle bit similar to what i did in olive... okie... jobs topics will continue later... let me just finish what i did today... lol... after which i took a bus to city hall and bought my sis donuts as that woman is having craving for that... lol... and then i headed home and felt lazy n tired to start studying...
okie... continue w my job thing...
i start to think that i am really lost at this point of time... its like there are times when those interviewer asked what i want and yet i do not know what i want exactly... thought i know what i want but i want to kept my choices open so applied for others but those aren't what i really want so during the interview... its really hard for me to jump from this to that... and that being openness to other options is hard as the desire for me to get into another is so high... so ya... confused and lost... very lost...
Moonlight Shone On...8:50 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
6 November 2008 Thursday
woke up late cos i was really tired.... want to go join my sis at amk library... but she told me that her friend is there with her... so i thought since she got company, i shall not waste my travel fee... haha... but in short i am just lazy... lol... after which the Internet guy called and asked whether he could come earlier... and my sister told me that her friend left and she is going to eat lunch alone... so i asked her to come back since the Internet is going to be able to be used again...
the guy came to set up... but the connection is having some problems.... and everything go bomb.... hai... its a mess la... no Internet again... and my sis can't do her report... its troublesome to go back to library again and there might not be any more seats...
tried borrowed my neighbour wireless... attitude super lousy and accidentally close my sis Internet window where she saved from library for her report... and asked the Internet guy to disable the passwords after they leave cos his business cost thousands of dollars and scared we hack into his network... CRAZY la! SIAO one... i was so pissed off with him lo... i told my mum not to ask him... and yet she did... i know she is trying to solve the problem too... but i really dislike him... someone who dun even have a single bit of consideration where he plays CHINESE NEW YEAR SONGS LOUD TILL 2 STAIRS BELOW CAN HEAR!!!! and plays at timing where i am having my sleep!!!!! okie... enough of him...
7 November 2008 Friday
my sis went to sch to do her report... and i went to meet ming and teng for k-lunch at amk... well... seems like most of the new songs are out.... HOWEVER... my voice sucks.... not open enough to hit any of the notes properly.. and i am supper disappointed with myself... i want to sound good... but i sound terrible.... but i am sure that tt is temporary... lol... i didn't do enough warming up and i normally take a LONGER time to warm up... lol... after which came home early cos the Internet guy said that he will come again to do the Internet connection for me...
he's late... but i dun blame him... as i wasn't having any events or activities after which... so i played computer games while waiting for him... and thank god... the connection works and i had my Internet back!
8 November 2008 Saturday
Work in j8 with Lesly.... funny ger... but too bad that we will have lesser chance to work together in the future... and i treat her like my younger sister lo... haha... like to disturb her... there are a few new changes in the shop... new rules and procedures... i am not used to it and i think i will not need to get used to it as i will stop for good soon....
9 November 2008 Sunday
sleep till late... then played facebook before heading out for dinner with mei and jean... i am very happy to see jean cos its been some time since i last met her... things are going good for both of them and we had bakersin for dinner and pacific coffee for deserts... food is good and i really enjoy the company... hehe... and mei's camera seems good!!!! too bad we forgot to take pictures that day...
10 November 2008 Monday
went to see my skin doctor this morning... and lucky i went early... there are alot of ppl there and i would not like to be push to the afternoon slot as i am meeting wei jia for movie... the medicine is soooo expensive la! hopes that my scars will go away... after which i met wei jia at cini. we had our lunch at the new food court... the shao ruo fan from tv on the qiang tang da xing dong isn't there anymore leh! i am sooooo sad lor... but i had steamboat for lunch... then i realised ma la is not suitable for me... hai... wasted the money...
after which we went to watch high school musical... overall its not bad... but i perfer the previous songs.... haha... but its sweet and nice! haha... wanted to go gym but wei jia last minute had something on.... so decided to go home instead...
saw the news today....there is a robbery of bank in singapore! i was surprise by the news cos this has been a very rare case and so far i have never heard of such incidents happen i singapore... so i stay tune to the news and waited for more information... and i was thinking this guy tt robs the bank must have a group of ppl with very high tech moves and stratigic plannings.... but when i heard the news... i felt a little disappointed and thought that the guy is supper stupid... one-man show... try to rob singapore banks? stupid dumd la! how can he escape singapore's police! stupid
11 November 2008 tuesday
i finally started looking for job today... haha... started writing my resumes and cover letters... and forgot the time was late for my dinner appointment with my jap classmates at central... the ramen was okie... but their sides is good! very salty and thin slice... hehe... but i think the price is not really worth la... cos its actually quite expensive... jap class was confusing again... and mid term test is next week... i think i got to have intense study to make through it...
12 November 2008 Wednesday
today i am staying at home.... suffing the net and jus now went to post my resume... the first one i sent after my exams.... hopes that my cover letter is good enough to attract... and that my photo is decent enough to allow me to pass through screening and go for interview... ahaha... i am hoping that i dun have to stay at home everyday... lol....
tml: i am going to met quin for lunch... not sure if this appointment will be realise cos so far i hear no news from her...
friday: evening working in j8
saturday: going for jap makeup lessons and afterwhich work in j8
sunday: no events and the rest of the week i have no events too... lol
Moonlight Shone On...12:58 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
to tell the truth, i had never dislike the feeling of school.... there was times whereby i thought that i can jus study forever and don't enter the work force... and that period of time, i recieve feedback on that my firends find studying very tiring and they wish that they can faster enter the workforce... and i didn't seems to understand why... and somehow... i had enter that stage where i really think that i can't take this anymore... and this is how i began to look forward to graduation....
okie... enough of that.... shall update on what i did after my exams... hehe....
3 November 2008 Monday
oh.... i must really state this in my blog.... haha... i thought the paper was 2 hours and finish the paper in 2 hours and was waiting for the examiner to annouce that i can stop writing.... but that annoucement didn't come! so i check the timing again and then realised that the paper was 3 hours!!!!!!! i really thought i remember properly lo... then i realise... i didn't remember wrongly but i count wrongly!!! oh dear... my maths really cannot make it lo...anyway... i touched up abit and added more examples to the answers and submitted early....
while waiting for bell and wei jia... i went library to do some research... on massage!!! hehe... i thought i needed to give myself a treat so went to looked up the infor... haha... then we went to orchard to have our lunch at pepper lunch... my first experience there wasn't very fantestic... but the 2nd time was not bad... haha... mayb its becuase that i am very hungry... haha... after lunch we parted and i decided that there is enough time for me to go massage and decided to go for a try...and make my appointment through phone...
here comes the malu part... i called for this java massage center which i thought is that its that massage center... and when i reached... i told them i make an appointment and yet they dun have... so i thought i had the wrong number and called their other outlets... so while i was about to make booking with the ppl over there... i said then i better call to cancel... and when i called... they mention that their shop is in thomson! then i realised that i walk to the WRONG JAVA MASSAGE CENTER!!!!!! i was damn paiseh la!!!! faster tell the person behind me that i dun want le and walk away.... oh no... how can such things happen twice a day?
finally found the place and tried my first massage! its an interesting experience... and quite shy about it... lol... but i think its not bad la.. haha... but first time massage nothing to compare so i won't be able to tell is it better or what but i felt better after the massage la... mussles more relax...
4 November 2008 Tuesday
Met wei jia at 11 plus for lunch at Mos and had my fav rice burger... hehe... its too small to fill my stomach so after that we bought cookies from subway and ate during the movie.... we finally watched 20th century boys!!! as in i finally watch tt movie! haha... i planned and waited and planned and waited and finally watched it! well... i had abit more expectation then wei jia... so the movie doesn't really touched me in any ways...was rather disappointed with it... somehow... i find the movie too lame and unreal and not logical... i know its a fiction story but somehow i dun really get it... lol... anyway... i will still give it a pass overall la... lol
after which went home and in the evening went to my jap class... things are getting a bit confusing for me...
5 November 2008 Wednesday
can't wake up this morning cos was doing a personal project till 3am last night... and somehow i am very satisfied with the overall results... and i thought its one of the nicest one i had done... sense of satisfaction is 80%... hehe... that 20% simply lies on the part that the picture is not taken by me... lol... and due to sleeping late... all my secdule for the day turned a bit upside down...
wanted to go si ma lu to help my mum collect her card... then meet mei and yani for lunch and then go see doctor luke... but well... i was late so decided to skipped the first location and go straight for lunch... mei treated me lunch and yani treated me my craving milo dinosor!!! hehe... so basically i only paid for my travel fees today! haha... thanks ladies! pass mei her present and i am happy that she likes it... a small gift from me... haha
after which walked back to office w yani and waited for linda to collect money... chatted for a while and went to bugis to collect my mum's stuff... went to the temple too... and was too tired and lazy to go to the skin doctor and decided to skip today... went home after tt... hoping to facebook and realised that the internet is not working... well the new modam is coming tml and the agreement stated that there will be some interruption of internet service... so I only listened to songs and watch my entertainment 100%...
wanted to go run but felt super tired and decided to sleep instead... lol... cannot say i am lazy hor... cos i didn't manage to catch enough sleep especially the serious lack of sleep on the night before my last paper where i only sleep for 2 hours... since then i didn't get to sleep till i wake up naturally with the help of human and techincal effort lo... lol
you guys must be wondering why is my entry sooo long right? haha... cos i simply have nothing to do and can't do anything without internet! so i had my laptop on.... played some old school jap music and decided not to waste my time and start typing my entry on my notepad... and well... when there is not distraction... i can type alot... lol... and can be lenghtly and repeatative... but i dun care... there is nothing i can do but type.... lol... so this will be a super long post... lol
okie... lets see what i have planned for the next few days yeah!
tml: should be wondering in amk and go accompany my sister to amk library while she do her project and i go read some books... then need to be home at 4pm cos the internet guy will be here to install the internet...
friday: meeting teng and ming for k-lunch! haha... but not sure if it is long enough to satisfy me...
sat: working in j8
sunday: meeting mei and jean for dinner at vivo (should be ba)...
Monday: so far non events and appointments and outing... was thinking of asking for a grp outing for uni friends before jess flies off.... shall wait and ask them after xiao qi's last paper....
tue: make plans for early dinner with jap classmates
wed: i AM GOING AI QING HAI WHETHER OR NOT THERE IS ANYONE GOING W ME... lol... most properly going there alone ba... cos well... i dun think there is anyone so free like me..
and after that i dun have any plans le... those who want to go out... come find me! those who is bored got nothing to do... come find me.... those who need to talk... come find me... i am free!!!! lol...
oh ya... i want to go eat a good meal...its not that i dun have good meal everyday... but my good meal meaning a good and abit up or rather expensive meal... i want to go eat buffet! BUFFET!!!! lol... the variety show on thursday is making me itchy for good food! arg... anyone on for that? i seems to be putting myself on advertisement and waiting for ppl to pick my up.... haha... and i am bored without internet!!!! i want my internet so tt i can facebook, online shop, spy on ppl, watch some drama series, look for jobs, chat and crap, look for new resturants and get myself hungry, read ppl's blog, and check my mails!
nowadays... i can't survive without internet! arg... and this post will go on and on and on non-stop... i wonder if amk library have plugs and tables... i wonder when will the internet works... i wonder where are you... i wonder when i will be "job-ed"... i wonder...
Moonlight Shone On...8:41 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
anyway... i am soooooo craving for k!!! hahaha.... friday paper i think i did okie... should be able to pass... but the results for that assignment i felt very disappointed... and from the comments the marker gave... its really all the parts that i did had problems... i am so sorry guys! hai...
tml will be the last paper of my uni life (provided that i do not need to retake any papers la) and somehow i am already in the holiday mood~~~ haha.... i am more slack then usual and there are still alot more i need to cover and yet i am blogging now, watching tv, having my afternoon nap, and online shopping and facebooking the whole of yesterday! haha....
oh... and also planning what to do after the paper tml... hehe... was thinking of going to k... but think no kakis leh... then was thinking of going for a massage... hehe.... but need to call and ask the price and book timing (i think so la) and after exams we could be going for lunch after tt... hmm... lunch or massage??? heheh... but my first choice is of course k!!!! anyone interested??? hehehe
therefore, i have not decided on what to do tml... and that simply means i have no plans at the momment...hwahahahha
well... i shall go start on my mugging for the last paper! but is my concentration level high enough to cover the whole day of studying, cos i am getting easily distracted... holidays~~~~!!!! or rather.... i am graduating!!!!!
Moonlight Shone On...10:28 AM
