Wednesday, April 30, 2008
今天我好像死了又活了。。。
早上，一点才睡四点就起来了。因为今天的考试还没读完。。。所以我只睡了三个小时。 迷迷糊糊的读了一个早上的书，心惊胆跳的上考场。边走边想，我好像一个要走进死场，被吊死刑的学生。坐在椅子上反复吊了一个绳子在脖子上，拿到考纸就开始停止呼吸。脑里一片空白，有好些是有读过的，可是却想不起来。 慢慢的做，慢慢的写，就开始放心了。可是却没有把它写完。考完后，觉得要及格很难。
不过，我不管了。考完就考完了，别想那么多。考完后，感觉有点飘飘的。可能是因为肚子饿了，可能是因为把脑里放的所有东西一次过放了出来，所以脑袋空空的。有一点像活了起来。现在的我好累，可是睡不着。百分白做了，掰！
okie，我又回来了。哈哈，这时候我如果可以睡一下的话会对我突然的头痛很有帮助，可是不知怎么了，睡不着。现在每天非看百分百，不看的话会觉得怪怪的。今天因该是live的，可是不知怎么了变成是另外的，有一点失望。突然很想去台湾。。。很想去，不过我觉得我很傻，很傻。 如果上次达成协议的话，我现在因该会特别兴奋与高兴吧。会有很多的想法，然后会plan很多很多的节目。这个假期身边的每一个人都会出国玩，只有我只能待在新加坡。
这个假期将会是我人身中最后一个最长的假期了，毕业后，到了社会工作，就没有两个月的长假期了。好想在还没踏进社会之前好好地玩，敢敢的去追求我的梦想。在还没有任何负担前，尽情的玩乐。不然我总觉得，工作后会没有自由。我想尝试去爱一个人。哈哈
好啦，该走了。接下来还有三张考试，因该会没问题吧。
对了，真的有那么多人上我的网站吗？好象一直有在增加。如果你有在读的话，请留言吧。留言在第三个星星。谢啦！
Moonlight Shone On...4:41 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
BOSS & I
When I Take a long time to finish,
I am slow,
When my boss takes a long time,
he is thorough
When I don't do it,
I am lazy,
When my boss does not do it,
he is busy,
When I do something without being told,
I am trying to
be smart,
When my boss does the same,
he takes the initiative,!
When I please my boss,
I am apple polishing,
When my boss pleases his boss,
he is cooperating,
When I make a mistake,
you're an idiot.
When my boss makes a mistake,
he's only human. < B>
When I am out of the office,
I am wandering around.
When my boss is out of the office,
he's on business.
When I am on a day off sick,
I am always sick.
When my boss is a day off sick,
he must be very ill.
When I apply for leave,
I must be going for an
interview
When my boss applies for leave,
it's because he's
overworked
When I do good,
my boss never remembers,
When I do wrong,
he never forgets
Moonlight Shone On...11:43 AM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
yup... its me again... its me... lol... i am bored... and sian and i cannot concentrate... there are alot of things i wanna write... but when i come online... nothing comes out... dun ask me why... cos i roughly know why. I jus want to get away from study...
went to return that stupid book in the afternoon... i almost melted outside... and i am suay enough to get onto a non-aircon bus on my way back when there is one AIR-CONDITIONAL one right behind it... SUAY... then my da yi ma come and visit me... so i got cramp plus pms... so my mood is damn low and bad... bad bad mood swing... by the way... my pms happens before, during and after my ms... so dun tell me p stands for pre-....
today is like after 1 and a half weeks after i sent out my application for my internship... and i recieve no news... NO NEWS = BAD NEWS... sob sob... i really do not know whether to cry or to laugh leh... perhaps... i am not fated... or rather i am losing fate...
no no... i am turning nuts... this post is full of rubbish... jus anyhow type... i jus want to type...i appologize for my english and language used...
oh ya... if u all happen to see that bai jia suan la fen si advert... pls PLEASE do not go and buy... cos it sucks big time! i thought i am what early adoptors.... (marketers should know this term... otherwise... go un-dig your textbook). and i realised i get cheated everytime i try the new products... i had a bad night after eating tt... not only bad night... is bad stomach and bad smell... it disrupts my digestive system and corrupts the smell of my mouth making me very uncomfortable...
perhaps it does fit my taste... however, if it does fit mine... i doubt it will fit yours... lol... assumptions yeah*
i bought colour pens again! haha... i am spending money on irrational pdts... i jus buy and buy... arg... then now watching the bioskin... and i start telling my mum... why u never vote me to go for the contest... haha... i am going crazy!!!!!
Moonlight Shone On...8:09 PM
damn disappointed... my individual project for strategic management i only got pass la... its 20 upon 40! so is jus pass that type u know u know?! i think i am quite dead..cos my first paper is that module... and i have not started on it yet... and i have not finish any of the other modules... so.... i am dead...
so far i only know xiao qi got the highest marks, good for her... the one and only that score so high... and the rest will have to buck up... jia you ba...
for the past one week plus i have been studying at home...with not very satisfying results... its time to fully turn on my engine... and this time round with a goal to hit...
anyway... i am damn suay la... i borrowed this textbook... then we can renew it 2 times... so that means i can borrow for 3 weeks... but if some idoit reserve it that would means that i cannot renew... and there is this idiot... out of soooooo many books he/she dun choose... choose my textbook to reserve..... i really dun know what to say... so later in the day i got to go back to sch jus to return that book.... sian... lucky i already printed the things that i need.... jus lazy to go out...
anyway... 21 april i went to see doctor again... this time not as nervse... but still dun feel good when i was there... well... went there jus to get medications... i think if i really want to go for actual thing should be after my graduation... i didn't mean offical one... i am still not prepare for it... hai...
okie... enough for that.... got to go study again... today starting SM.... so jia you ba, shiling!
ps: i jus learn that to trademark something, the words are not suppose to be found in the dictionary... if the words are found in the dictionary, it cannot be trademark. interesting yeah!
Moonlight Shone On...11:12 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exams sucks!!!!!!!!!!! n I am soooooooooooooo bored!!!! hai...
jus now went to post a comment at xiao gui's blog... and stupidly, i posted my email and blog address too... i thought its a must... and after posting then realised that its not compulsory... and now i think the number of ppl reading my blog might increase... suddenly... i thought that xiao gui might come and visit too... then come to think of it.. he is sooooo busy... i doubt he will have the time... and also... i believe the whole page of english words might jus chase alway almost everyone... lol... some more with so many Singlish...
I am trying hard to concentrate to study... but everytime i tried... i jus get distracted by food, tv, daydream or even zhou gong! hai... so... i must jia jia you ba...
I wish to get to meet you, know you, understand you and to fall in love with u....
Moonlight Shone On...11:13 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
yup... where did i stop? oh ya... 11 april..
11 April 2008 Friday
today went to celebrate bell's bdae in Marina sqaure... haha... i was late.. as usual... poor bell got to wait till like 2pm for lunch... lol... we were doing some last min organization... lol... so ended up so late... couldn't contact her... so we got a bit worried and scared... or rather i got a bit worried la... worried abt her safety... scared that she got angry... but lucky she manage to find us in the restuarant...
we were having MOF... ministry of food... food was not bad... then she opened her presents... and we ate the mouth watering cake! haha... hope that she likes the presents...esp the card n e food i make... haha... was making it the whole morning...
after that we went to MW to take pictures... hehehe... pics are shown in facebook... the gers went down to play with the water... and i was wearing leggings.... so ended up being a photographer... haha... its been a long time since i take photos of others... not sure if my skills got deprove... haha...
after that we departed and i contiune with my appointment for the day... that is meet up with cha and her couisn for steamboat in marina square... jus beside the mof.. haha... we were sooooo full after the dinner that we could hardly walk... walk around looking for drinks... then went to e durain head there walk all the way to fullerton...we also took some pics on our way there... haha... day ended with cha senting me home... cos we took e same bus and i alighted first... haha...
13 April 2008 Saturday
well was at home e whole day... then met fara to cut her hair... its abit expensive la... but i like her hairstyle.. they do till very nice... but its not something that she wants.. so she looks abit disappointed... hmm... i felt bad too... cos it was i who recommended the place... and i cut my fringe! sad thing is it curl up... so that means my rebonding for my fringe are gone... hai....
14 April 2008 Monday
there are so many things i need to do... and i finally sent out my resume and cover letter... jus praying hard....
exams are coming... 2 plus more weeks... now then i realised there are so many things to study but so short time! and yet i am still dragging here and there... wasted a day to study... hai... shiling, jia you!
Moonlight Shone On...10:22 PM
i did it! i did it!!!! finally sent in my cover letter and resume... so pls wish me luck! and i need lots of them! cos this is my best best chance, possible one more step nearer to what i want... so wish me luck ba!
Moonlight Shone On...6:31 PM
its been a long long time since i really, i mean really post something abt my life n what exactly is happening to me and around me... I like to keep an update on my life... all the outings n the ppl i meet... cos i never rememeber them well... keeping them updated is a way to to remind me... hehe.. haha... and i totally forgot where i left... got to scoll down to check... or rather click on previous months post to check where i ended... and it seems like abt 2 and a half months ago?! oh dear...n trust me... some things i dun really think i can remember... lol...so going to skip some and its going to be a long post!
29 Feb 2008, Friday
Today is the leap years... after school met ming and my sis to go natas fair to get information on my taiwan trip (pls take note.. that was before i finally annouce to cancel it...so pls read it with a PAST TENSE...lol). there are so many booth... so many brochures... i see till blur blur and the number of brochures we took are like more than 1kg heavy?! after ming left us... decided to find a place to sought out the clunk of things we collected...
while selecting, my sis suddenly told me that its still possible that we are not going due to my mum objections... that kind of strike me hard... wanted to meet wei jia for the movie "leap years"... but timing wrong... wrong day...as the good seats are taken... and also bad mood from me... so decided to cancel it... wanted to go to see the career fair in suntec... but too tired, too emo, and cancel it too... ended up going hm w my sis...
after that u all know la... my damn emo post.. lol... for more info.. pls refer to March 1 post..
2 March 2008, Sunday
well, i gave my mum a day's black face on saturday 1 march... and i thought its enough to let her know that i am damn angry... and also her bdae is coming...which is tml... dun wish to spoil her day... decided to take away the line i draw across her and me... dinner at ding tai feng is good... long que... but i still love their xiao long bao... haha... this year present for her is one necklace n e pandent from penisis sliver and also facial...
3 March 2008, Monday
brought my mum to facial this afternoon after my class... it was her first time facial after she got married... that is long right?! haha... well... hopes she enjoys it! which i think she did! cos she keep telling me that her face looks whiter... lol
12 March 2008, Wednesday
there comes my next post regarding the project submission... pls refer to 13 March post...
14 March 2008, Friday
its a damn long day... and i ran so many places that i dun think my body can take it... it started off with sch... then after that rush to chinatown to meet siu for briefing on the next week event for olive... after that went off for lunch at far east square.. the jap noodles... and i make a terrible mistake.. the noodle was soooooo hot that i could barely swallow... but i manage to finish it... underestimated the noodles and overestimated my stomach...
after lunch rush off to ttsh to meet my mum for hospital check up.... to collect her report... and well... she is perfectly healthy! for her eyes! haha... good good good! to receive the good news takes me abt 2 hours waiting.... the waiting time in hospital is damn too long le la! after that went home... wanted to rest a while before going to my next appointment... but my mum nag and nag and talk and talk to me... till i got no time to rest... lol...
met fara for dinner... cos she dun sound so ok when i last talk to her... almost cancel the meeting cos i was tooo tired... but i thought she might really need a break... so decided to go in the end... we ate at the new amk market... decided to go for something light... wan tan mee.. and some satay to share w her... and well... we talk la... let her let go her thoughts... release a bit stress... and after we parted... my stomach aches... so got to rush... really rush off to amk hub to find toilet... cos i really need a toilet fast... lucky i dun have to wait... otherwise... i can't imagine what will happen....
19 March 2009 Wednesday
work for olive the whole day... started work at around 9am... was wearing my sis dress... too bad... the pic i took is hardcopy... so not posting online... lalala... by the way... i think i look GOOD okie! so try to imgine ba... i believe that is not hard... lol... ya, i were saying... met siu at raffle place mrt station... the crowd there is soooo scarely!!! everytime a mrt stops, there are soooooooo many ppl alighting! as if the whole singapore is there man!
Siu looks good on that day too! too bad that she wore the wrong shoes... (all thanks to me.... lol.. paiseh ar!) the event was a sucess until it starts raining... oh dear... its not good to rain la... the place was flooded... u know... flooded with water! but overall... i think its fun... esp when i heard the renewer of vows by those participants... its damn touching man! how i wish i could share it with my readers.... but too bad.. i can't remember liao... lol... i only know some of them bring tears around my eyes!
after being hungry the whole day... finally had our lunch at around 3pm... and well... we settled at the nearest mac and chit chat for awhile... then left cos siu got appointment after tt n i need to sleep... lol
22 March 2008 Saturday
today went to help out for another event... at jacob ballas children;s garden... took a cab there... and couldn't find the place... its damn ulo la! and its still dark when i reached.... u know like before 8am... having my assignment due today and yet started to work so early esp when my report is NOT DONE yet... i think i must be MAD! lol...
the event was fun... no hicups n very smooth... esp working with mei... hehe.. been a long time since i last meet her.. and one of the main reasons i accept the job offer is because she is going... lol... after the event we went to my school and eat her tom yam ban mian... hehe... and after that need to rush off to finalize my report and print it... and after that is our project discussion... what a tiring day!
27 March 2008, Thursday
well... pls refer to the post on 27 March 2008... haha... the movie evangaline is good!
28 March 2008, Friday
well... after the post regarding learning more abt me... stating my thoughts and what i feel... i was surprise to actually having someone writing such a long comments abt it... the first time... and i hope not the last one... good good... that is how we share things right!? haha...
1 April 2008, Tuesday
after school met siu to help her cool down her nerves.. hopes i am helping... lol... went to the kopi shop at junction 8... i think its call ya kun... first time there.... and i think next time must try their breads... looks nice! hehe...
2 April 2008, Wednesday
Happy Bdae Quin!
4 April 2008, Friday
Happy bdae Juilet!
5 April 2008 Saturaday
today met fara to ask her for help... went to forum to draw the design of the shop for my project cos the store ppl simply refuse to let us take pics... otherwise... i dun have to go through so many troubles to bring her down... and after that we went to vivo to watch The Leap Years.. which was a very very good movie! haha... before n after that we were shopping in forever 21... and fara bought something from there... i only tried 2 but never buy... lol..
10 April 2008, Thursday
today is the submission on my last project for the sem... was awake till 4am... well... in between got doze off la... didn't do much... so felt very bad abt it... wanted to help but didn't know how to... so stay awake to accompany bell n wei jia the whole night till i dun think i can tahan anymore... so went off to sleep while the 2 ladies are still awake to finish the rest of the report...
okie.. i shall stop here... cos its getting late n my brain can't function anymore... will continue tml... nights!
Moonlight Shone On...1:07 AM
Monday, April 07, 2008
Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Moonlight Shone On...3:34 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
The Leap Years
A saint once decreed that a man must agree to a woman's proposal today. Give me a sign whether to meet me at 8 at the same place you sit and fulfill the traditional of February 29.
In three words, I sum up everything I learn about life: it goes on
Robert Feost
Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous
Albert Einistein
It's not the stars to hold our destiny but ourselves
William Shakespeare
A person often meets its destiny on the road he took to avoid it
Jean De La Fontaine
If you are not too long, I will wait for you all my life
Orcae Wilde
It's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all
We do not need anyone's approval to love someone, so why bother what others think?
Moonlight Shone On...12:27 PM
