Friday, May 30, 2008
today stayed at home to save money... lol... i am truly broke...
28 May 2008, Wednesday
TOday went for an interview... found the advert in newspaper and decided to give it a try... and they asked me for interview and i went without knowing what it was... interview was at furama hotel... but i went with my sister la... so i thought should be save... lol... its a data entry job... 6 per hour provided that i bring my own laptop... and 5 per hour if i dun... hours are flexible...
after that walk to chinatown point to shop.... bought a top there... hehe.... ya.. i know i am broke... but i am seriously lack of clothes to wear... lol.. my sis complains that i always wear the same clothes when i go out with her... yup... so got another top... then we went bugis... shopping again... hehe... but i limit myself not to buy anything again la... haha... so i didn't buy anything but a belt that cost 5 bucks... and qi got a top for herself and a present for her friend...
then we had our dinner at the road side... u know exit from bugis breadtalk... so ya... jus oppsite... then after dinner we walk to suntec... haha... went to cottons on but i see nothing... cos i wanted to stop spending... but when i walk pass a watch shop... i finally saw one design which i like... lol... well... ever since the watch i bought taiwan... i didn't change till now cos i really like that design and everyone i know comes and tell me that my watch design is nice! lol... so i really like my old watch...
but i kind of turn rusty la... cos i sweat la... but when i wear feel a little uncomfortable lor... so i have been keeping a look out for a watch and finally i saw one... the problem is i wanted to stop spending... and yet i bought something again... lol... anyway... after that i wanted to bring my sis to ai qing hai... but well... i think not enough time la... cos i think go in early is more hua la... when we reach marina square, its abt 2 more hours to closing... so we jus stand outside and listen a bit... i think is really not bad leh.... hehe... shall bring my sis there again next monday... hear that it will be like open stage.... mayb i might be able to trick my sis on stage... whahahahahhaha... i hope i do really! hehe
29 May 2008, Thursday
Yup... i accepted the data entry job... its rather brainless job... and i was hoping to get a better job whereby i can get to gain some management job experience... either admin or hr functions are great... but well... i can't ask for more right? cos of all the limitations... i thought it would be better to faster settle down on one and faster bring some cash in... its the working environment that i will be more worried of... i might belong to the super minority there.... cos that day when i go interview, i realised that there is a dominance group... if u know me well enough u might be able to understand what i mean la...
and then i went to work at j8 to get some cash... jus a 4 hours job i happen to see soooooooo many ppl la!!! haha... first i saw siu with mr tall... hmmm... okie... its she saw me... and scream my name out loud (as usual)... haha... then i saw chong lin... some guy from my secondary school... with his gf i assume... lol.... well... i tried to avoid eyes contact la... jus to avoid the chance of any conversion la... lol... i cos i dun really know what to say... then shortly after that... i saw davson... lol...
and i attempt to wave at him... cos it was a very very long time since i last see him... which means that there is a possibility that he might not be the right one... anyway... he actually came in to the shop la... and once again... together with his gf la... lol... well... i am not surprise.... it will be weird if they dun have gf... mans are loneliness creature on earth... lol... okie, i think i am getting a little over... anyway... he bought something from the shop... which i think is because that i work there... hmm... lol... he was once my crush... but after so many years... seeing him w his gf jus makes me feel lonely... lol... its not because that i still feel for him... jus that everyone i see today are together a partner... and i am alone working... n yet alone in real life makes me feel sad...
30 May 2008 Friday
today stayed at home the whole afternoon... and met fara for the movie made of honour.... sweet! haha... not exaclty fantestic... but i think its sweet enough to make any gers feel blessed... haha...
tml working in j8... then next tues meeting ming, peng, karen, mad, jason, wendi and mayb siu n xing for dinner.... i assume i am starting work next week...
i suddenly got this urge to write a story... lol...
Moonlight Shone On...12:28 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 淚堆積成了河
但明天是好的
我們要堅定著
愛~讓我們不放棄活著 還要繼續和大自然拔河
當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽
昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸发
別輕易放棄 明天要許更多願望
裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量
當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回頭望 又是築好的家鄉
我知道未來還有好多路要闖
我打開了窗 看見了晴朗
Moonlight Shone On...11:52 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
met up fara and cass to celebrate fara's belated bdae... had our dinner abit early at secret receipe at marina square... then planned a surprised for her... and i think she quite like it~~ hehe... hope she likes the present! then walk to esplanate there to take pictures... took quite alot with them la! hehe... its fun to jus meet up and chat about our lifes...cass is happily in love while fara and i are still searching... haha... at least i know i am not alone... lol... what a silly thought...
lets enjoy the photos ba! there are more in my facebook...
Moonlight Shone On...1:30 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
k at clementi with jovi and sam... they got my current fav song! wu jia hui's songs!!! haha... yuppy yuppy! cos the ladies are a little late... so i went in first! and well... of course i go k first la! pick all my fav and sing my heart out... broke every possible glass within 1 meter distance... lol... but i dun care... no one there to listen... so i jus ~ sing! lol
jovi is as usual... the k queen... sam was not bad too! hehe... i think i am the worest among them... but hack la... as if i am going for competition like that... then jovi sent us to linda's brother's place for dinner... aiya... very easy to go ma... if they say is opp queensway shopping center... i would have known where it is lor... lol... somemmore i got direct bus home... lol... but jovi drinking skills and road directory is damn good la... didn't manage to get lost! hehe...
dinner was great! it was rather one of the most seafood meal i ever had in ages... 4 dish of crabs.... oh dear... lol...got black pepper, green curry and i think is xian dan crab...plus a crab porriage... still got one plate of vegi, one plate of doufu, one plate of mai pian xia... oh!!! their mai pian damn nice la!!!! haha... as many knows... i am not a prawn person... or rather... i am not a shell person (anything that comes with shell i dun eat) so i am in charge of eating all the mai pian! haha... sooooo delicious leh! oh still got mong gu chicken and i can't remember the last name le... its yam something de... but really damn nice! nice time got chance we go there again k! hehe...
then the surprise for jovi and sam! haha... well... i initalled cos the ladies are entering adulthood... and they are all the may babies... so why not celebrate together! haha... hope that they like e surprise... though cake and everything is not plan by me...so yup... after that... jovi, liyan and angie went for k-ing... well... jovi is continuing her k session la... and she is so kind to drive me to orchard...
i am bad in giving of directions... i know the way... but knowing is one thing... giving directions is another thing... after the ride with jason i thought i am so good with directions that i tried another attempt with jovi last night... which was quite bad... i missed a turn... which is a shorter way to orchard.... and i dun know the structure of the roads well... so dun know which lane to keep... and keep having her braking at me where to go... i felt stupid though....
reached shaw house... hurried off to catch a bus to the cathay... i felt bad though... cos i am one plus hour late... but they waited for me!!!! hehe... thanks guys! the after that meeting was short... but jason finally MANAGED to clear my name... thankfully... and well... i think that doesn't really matters anymore... right? i am still hang with the big mouth name... so whether he cleared or not its still the same... lol...
feeling tired when i reached home... had a short chat with bell... hope that things will be fine...
ps: as usual.... outing with me confirm have pictures... lol... everything... okie... almost everything will be uploaded there... go ahead and see ba!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=53043&l=53031&id=738575131
Moonlight Shone On...3:24 PM
as i strength my walls, build more of them, i tend to get distance from people.... i make myself go numb... feeling numb will not be able to feel hurt... but i tend to feel again... i am confused... i want to feel, but i dun want to be hurt... i want to open up... but who will be there to help or listen? i want to love, but who will be there to love me... i want to be free... i want to be strong... and yet... i want to be simple...
its hard for ppl to get close to me... cos my protectives walls are high barriers of entry... even when ppl say that they know me... but actually they dun... cos i hide myself so deep that no one can see the real me... the hidden me... i feel offended when ppl start to understand me... when they tell me that they know me...
i just hate it when i am sooo weak... jus a little things can get hurt.... why am i sooo weak?!
Moonlight Shone On...1:31 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008
我的老姐妹说我写的Mandarin很象小学生,有点不干愿. 但可以输入中文的电脑有问题,所以我现在是在使用的翻译类型, 可是翻译类型很麻烦, 因为他们有的时候给的词不对, 要去找对的词, 很麻烦 很麻烦.
所以我决定放弃...
lol... it is so hard to write chinese without a chinese program! the translator doesn't give me the word that i want... lol
later i am going to k with jovi they all... then dinner with them and then after that meeting siu to have a drink... hope i can make it... cos my time a bit tied... but if siu can wait for me... shouldn't be a problem... haha... long long time never see her le!!! ar.... siu!!!!!!! lol
i wanna sing my heart out!!!! sing sing sing!
Moonlight Shone On...11:48 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
金城武真的很帅！ 不过在first10到20分钟，总觉得岁月不劳人。。。他老了。。。可是还是很帅！ 哈哈
在看电影前，妹妹和我到了recruit express去找工作。希望那个agent会带给我们好消息。。。在访问时，他竟然把我和妹妹一起访问。。。然后还认错人。。。哈哈，因为我们的登记是我是短头发，妹妹是长头发，而现在的我们是吊反的。。。所以会认错人。。。他给的解释还蛮好笑的，也蛮合理的。。。 这次的暑假一定要找到工作。。。不然我会很穷！ 钱快要花光了！怎么办？！
电影后，我们到了ps去血拚！ 哈哈, 试了很多衣服可是后来一件都没买。。。哈哈，因为真的太穷了！I need a job la!
今天要省钱，所以不出门。。。在家就不会花钱！ 哈哈，老天阿请快点给我工作吧！
Moonlight Shone On...11:46 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
there are many things that doesn't goes as plan, there are many things that can disaappoint one, there are manay things that we cannot avoid... there are times i feel like having control, i felt like i had the control, till things change... ppl change, time changes many things...
like what many ppl hate changes... i actually do... but i was forced to accept changes... if i dun, whatelse can i do abt it? getting angry, frustrated and sad? that does not help in getting things better, that does not helps to clear things up and turn things back to what it used to be... cos what has passed has passed... i learn that, it would be better to enjoy the current time before things start to change again... i learn to accept changes, go with the flow, learn to adopt to it... and sooner or later, i will get used to the new change...
but sometimes... there are things which i can't control... like getting angry when there is a change... which could be easily forseen... i jus hate that feeling.... i know it will turn out to be like that... but still it hits me hard...
to tell the truth, i had a friend who told me that she is very possessive... i told her that it is bad... and well... i am possessive too... a very very possessive woman... but through experience, i learn that it is bad.... first of all... the first person that will be greatly affected will be me myself... as friends, things, ppl will leave... as it goes, tian xia mei you bu shan zi yan xi... as life moves on... new ppl will enter your life and some will leave... some might stay but not for long... if i am being over possessive.... what happens when each of us got distance? the first one to be hurt will be me... right?
but there are times whereby i jus cannot control... it is soooo dumb lor... hai... never mind... i am getting emotional and negative... the weather is hot...
i NEED AIR-CON!
Moonlight Shone On...11:58 PM
morning and is late morning, i met up with mei for a swim in yio chu kang... and i manage to swim 10 laps... pls do not assume that it is that Olympic swimming pool size hor... lol... i was quite happy with my results la... but after i got home i realised that i got burn... surprisingly, its not as bad when i swam under the hot sun at 12pm... lol...
then after swimming, went to amk that market to eat.... i had my satay bee hoon and mei had the duck rice.... and after that to clench our thrist... we order the super big ice kachang... whahaha... which is super nice la! perhaps its because of the hot weather.. but it taste supper tastly... lol... then i walk mei to her bus stop and went early for my facial...
well... overall i think is not bad, but i think its really very short.... 30 minutes only.. for the price that i pay... its damn expensive la! hai... jus hope that it will worth the price... and they keep promoting their products... is KEEP la... till i so paiseh to reject lor... but i have to reject cos it is way too expensive le!!! 3 box of cucumber pack with 10 packets each box (the packet is damn small de!!!!!) is 500 dollars leh! siao ar... where got so many money to spend on such things! like that i rather save up and go travel... lol...
talking abt travel... i am feeling a bit disappointed... seems like every one i know is going to taiwan! yesh... when i am asking, no body seems to be answering my calls... and now... everyone is going... hai... i think it is jus my fate la... or rather, could it be it is because its ME? hai... nvm... over liao.. now must focus on getting a job... i need a job... anyone got lobang?
Moonlight Shone On...11:38 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
Today's bugis shopping was great! haha... i bought two tops... one i look good... hmm okie la... i think i look okie ba... lol... then another one due to non-trying before purchase... so what happen is.. its too small for me... and i dun look nice in it... lol... hai... but never mind la... 10 bucks only... mayb when i slim down abit will look good.... lol...
qi bought one top and one vest... and two tops for her friend bdae present... we took a very long time to search for the presents...and i really walk till i cannot walk anymore... so tired... haha... dinner at mos... tried their new burger.. not bad yeah! haha... love shopping with my sis! and the trend now in bugis are all my fav! haha... so we really see till blur blur... can see stars lor... lol
15 May 2008 Thursday
Happy Birthday GINA!!!! hahaha.... 22 lor!
this morning wake up feeling very tired... wanted to cancel the meeting with mei... but its been some time since we last met... thought it will be good if we can catch up with each other lives... yup... so i went...
the morning swimming was cancelled... abit disappointed at first... but i now think is okie... cos i will be too tired to swim too... lol... mei bought drinks for shiow and nu ren... but too bad nu ren was off tt day... n good for me~ got a hot choco drink! yummy~ hehe...
met shiow n we went to eat at the club for sia staff... haha... forgot e name la... i think their food so so only leh... sad sad hor... n shiow brought us to tour t3.... hehe... jus love e atmosphere of airport... then i got to go cos need to collect the flyers... abit spoil the mood la... but can't seems to change the date to collect them... so no choice lor... was feeling tired too..
sleep all the way to tanjong paga... i sleep while i was standing... yes... STANDING!!! lol... it was during the peak period of mrt station... and i assume that i really look very funny when i sleep cos when i woke up... i happen to find 2 man staring at me... lol... i think i really look funny... lol... but i felt energetic after waking up... haha... collected the flyers and they are damn heavy... lucky is 800 sets and not the original 2000 set... if not... i drag also confirm cannot go home... lol... too heavy le... but as it was within my measures... decided to call mei and ask her out AGAIN on the same day for dinner... lol
met at ps and we had our dinner at cafe cartel... had a long dinner and we talk for a very long time... i like meeting with mei cos every time our meeting... she makes me think... lol...
when i face problems... i tend to run away from it... for instance the one i had with olive....i ran away by jumping to cathay....and not facing the problem... so right now, there is a high possibly of facing the same problem i have in olive and when time comes... i might ran away from it again... to others, i might have handle the problem very nicely... but on actual fact... i jus ran away... okie.. enough abt that... i was drop dead tired that day... haha
16 May 2008 Friday
today wanted to go amk to buy my shampoo and other bathing used pdts... but i was too tired to go anywhere and decided to stay at home to rest...
17 May 2008 Saturday
giving out flyer is tiring... but i manage to finish like 2 hours earlier.... not too sure if it was too early or what... but i can't possibly stand there and dun give right? lol... well... after that went to amk to buy what i needed to buy on firday... spended like 52 bucks la!!! got 4 bottles of shampoo, 3 bottles of conditional and 2 sets of facial forms... and pls dun be too surprise k... not all the thing is belong to me one okie! lol... some is my mom and sister use one... lol..
18 May 2008 Sunday
after work went home to wash up... and then went to the long await poly gathering... lol... well... it wasn't as bad as what i thought la... at least we have about 5 ppl la... got me, jason, xing, ming and mag! hehe... xing, mag and me reach early... and went to que for marche... jason came and then ming... it was fun to hear stories from each of them.... manage to REALLY catch up with each other lifes during the meeting... haha... and really... all of us like still the same leh... mayb xing grow abit more well build... not as small size as before, ming i can't really see the difference... mag is as pretty as usual... and jason... hmm... i think he grow thinner...
after dinner mag went home w bf and xing got after that activities.... then only left w ming, jason n me... and vivo is damn sad la... all shops close early lor.... so no choice.. got to change location to the cathay... and gucess what?! haha... jason bike me there!!!!! oh my god... i myself can't imagine how i have the guts to say that i wanna try... lol... but its an experience la... not that jason driving skills are not good... i think the problem lies with me la... i am tooooo timid le... haha... and really lor... the first time in my life i thought i might be blown off because of the strong wind.... lol...
and the first time i had the chance to give directions to a driver... whahahaha... and because of me, we didn't got lost! oh... i am sooooo proud of myself! hahaha... okie, jason i am not trying to say that your direction is bad... pls dun get the wrong meaning ar... i jus trying to say that i am VERY good in directions... hahaha.... okie... after that, we wanted to go find a pub.. cos i said i never been to a pub before... and the two guys wanted to bring me there... but no luck so ended up in coffee club... oh... that might be my first and last time there man! their drinks are SOOOO disappointing!lol... all the drinks i like got mixed with something i dun like... lol...
first, i wanted something chocolate... they got choco mix with mint or strawberry... wah.. all i dun like... then coffee they have it mix with all type of fruits... which is sooooo sad la! ended up having a mixed drink, i think is hazenut cum banana... hai... never go there again unless they change their menu... lol... and then after that went home... hehe... took a cab back alone... which oftens happens... haha... that's all for the day loh...
19 May 2008 Monday
Happy veeksa day!
today went to temple for vegetarian lunch and yu fuo... at night went to chuang deng... a meaning day...
tml going to swim with mei... then after that going bioskin... i hope its not going to be a waste of money... then i think this friday got cx gathering which so far no news... then that is all for this week... hope that i can find a job real soon...
Moonlight Shone On...12:49 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Moonlight Shone On...12:39 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
early in the morning was at home searching for jobs... hai... wasn't that lucky after all... we had our lunch at home (to save money... haha) then headed to cinileisure... there are not as many new songs as what i have expected... a little disappointed... and i was having very bad block nose... so wasn't very happy with my performance... lol... but i did enjoyed myself~ haha... guo cai jie songs are very nice to sing!!! haha... i intro u guys a new singer... her name is guo cai jie... good and powerful voice... love it!
after that we went to the food court below to try the chang dan da xing dong that ca shao fan stall... the que wasn't very long... but it doesn't seems to stop... waiting time is short... and the food is GOOD!haha... really leh! hehe... saw the boss in real life... look a bit tired... not as handsome as on tv.. haha... but never mind abt that... the food is good is the more impt thing! haha
then we walk to far east to shop... went there the 2nd time.. abit sian... cos there is nothing much to see... went to see his shop again... there are new clothes... but still very expensive... i fall in love with his cap... but it is the same price as one shirt!!!! oh dear! walk around that building and then we went home... at night continue searching for job...
and got myself a flyer distributor on this sat and sun only... 7 per hour... which is not bad la... haha... but i still need something more long term de...
was a bit upset with someone this morning... but now cool off le...
later going to bugis shopping w my sis... then tml meeting mei for swimming and vist shiow at airport... then friday night meeting poly friends.... hope that the gathering will be sucessful... cos it hasn't been smooth since a very long time ago...
Moonlight Shone On...12:21 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
我自由了!!!! finally... after soooooo long... haha... today's last paper was the best among all that i have done... i think so... i hope so... whatever.... currently i am in the stage of 90% unconscious... but still hanging on there... u know jus hanging hard....
to break my record... i only sleep 2 hours... TWO HOURS ONLY!!!! that was like 19 hours ago... and yet i am still alive right now? lol... yup.... stubborn me jus refuse to go to bed before i see what i want to see... stubborn Ling is ignoring the calls of MR Zhou.... Stubborn stubborn me...
today was GREAT! haha... orginally we were suppose to have grp lunch... but was cancelled and end up wei jia and me went to eat soup spoon..yummy yummy! and guess what? i will have the next soup FREE!!! yummy yummy! then we walk to taka to look at her internet plans... after that we went to forever 21 and try clothes... haha... well... i am there jus to TRY clothes... firstly, no money, secondly, there is no right size for me for those that are on sales...
wanted to go to far east plaza... again... ya... lol... but didn't have time to go cos i m meeting my families for post-daddy-bdae and post-mother-day celebration... if i go far east, i confirm late... and it is not good to let the oldies wait... ya... so decided to skip tt, and i was jus one bus behind my mum and my sister... haha... so qiao... saw their bus passed mine when i was on my way to city hall...
today brought my whole family, i mean my WHOLE family to HOTPOT in marina square... haha... with me leading the way... i brought a group of blur blur aunties walk through the raffles link... which amaze my mum cos she jus simply cannot figure her way back... lol... dinner was great... seems like i recommended the right place! haha... well... my lunch wasn't fully digested... i was quite full after eating my first few rounds... in total, we ordered for about 24 side dishes... whahaha..... some is really good! haha...
i try to eat as much as i can... and ended up full till i cannot walk... lol... total bill for today is 148 dollars... causing a BIG hole in my pocket... thank god that its shared between my sis and me... otherwise... i dun think i will have enough cash to support the next few days expenses! haha...
lets see tml event! it will be my long awaited kbox with my sister!!!!! haha...
and guys, if u thought that tml will be enough for me?! no way man! so if u wanna k, find me okie! haha... okie la... i need to go off le... everyone, enjoy your holidays and mishie, jia you for your finals! lets see some of the pics i took today!
Moonlight Shone On...11:20 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
whatever i do, she nag... even if i use Internet she also nag... arg....
IRRITATING!
Moonlight Shone On...2:53 PM
then, go all the way there jus for an interview that is not more then 10 minutes... i am sooooo sian la...orginally kind of expected that it will be so short la...so i planned to go k-lunch with my sis... its jus a short 3 HOURS... THREE HOURS ONLY... and yet my mum went nagging when she heard abt my plans... you know... i do not wanna go all the way there alone and jus for that interview... wanna makes my trip more fulfilling... however, because of her objections... my sister decided not to go with me...
I was pissed to a point that i wanted to go k myself... its not that i have not done that before... and i decided to go there alone la... but well... in the end... i didn't cos i am at the wrong place to k-alone... if is neighbourhood place, i won't care so much on the objections... but k in town alone is sad... so... ya... wondering around orchard road aimlessly... tried to window shop... but sees nothing... then decided to walk all the way to far east plaza to search for the new shop... heard that it will open in April... but didn't have the chance to go check it out...
was searching level 2... walk almost one round... then found the place... its at the far end of the plaza...located near the entrance, however, not very visible as many ppl do not enter from that entrance... somemore, the shop do not look very welcoming as it have the close door concept... the internal is very simple... one side hang the tops and the counter facing the door...and that is all... yup... one glance and see through the shop...oh ya.. there is only one fitting room and the storage place looks quite big... not very sure if it is the storage place or some back office... but i think they are not fully optimizing the retail space... the shop is painted black with very little see through glass...
its more of a high end shop... and trust me... with such location and such pricing, they confirm can survive... cos their merchandise is very expensive.... in SM term, they adopted a focus differentiated stragety. lol...i was quite disappointed went i was there cos there ain't much things to see... then the salesman told me that there will be new stock coming tml... thanks... that means i come on the wrong date... before i went... i was hoping to buy something... to own something of that brand... but come to think abt it... a shirt that is cost 64 dollars... abit mai bu xia shou... so ya....
then went to ramen ten to eat my lunch... their standard drop.... wasted my money... hai... and walk around the place again and went home... today's trip is sooooooo boring... was abit angry at myself... should have went to some neighourhood place to k... at least make my trip abit more interesting... i can tell you... i can get very stubburn at times... hai....
back at home... should start studying... but very sian to start... hai.... i want to k la!
Moonlight Shone On...2:11 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
that place got a mac and got a very nice ice cream store... haha... then its near alot of branded schools... haha... and well... alot of young kids were there... all wei jia and my cup one... hahaha... but i only see la... too young le... lol... and we started saying things like why are we born so early... lol... we are brand conscious? most likely no... haha...
today slacked one whole day... wanted to go k again...but no one is free, that simply shows how small my circle of friends are... hai... spended one whole day searching for jobs... hope that i can get something good after my exams...
Moonlight Shone On...8:59 PM
Monday, May 05, 2008
Watch Accuracy of Death!!
Go K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Work
Eat!!!!!
Sleep!!!!
Read Comics!!!!!
Watch TV!!!!!!!!
Daydream!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Moonlight Shone On...10:34 PM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
Chorus:
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
Moonlight Shone On...1:34 PM
was hoping to have a good night rest... side track abit... i manage to hang till like 12.30 yesterday night! haha... then i was hoping to sleep till i wake up by myself... u know... zi ran xing... and i indeed woke up by myself... but is not because that i had enough sleep, but because i feel itchy all over the body! that was like abt 4am in the morning la! yesterday i was under attack by this irritating creature call mosquito! did i ever mention that my blood has some stupid reaction to their bit?! so that means once they kissed me, it will turn big and red... and this time round i got abt 6 on each limp... 6 on my left n right hand each, 7 on my right leg and abt 4 on my left leg... i look as if i got some skin disease!
this stupid creature got problem in eating one lor!!!! cannnot suck once till it's full and go away... why need to bit me soooo many times!!!! ar... now i got itchy all over the place! and at around 7 in the morning, i manage to slap hard and fast enough to kill it... actually is i feel itchy and jus slap my leg and felt like i hitted something... haha... i was so happy that i got that creature that i shouted "yes!" and everyone in my house was shock to hear my scream... lol... my mum even thought that i was dream-talking that i scored high for my exams... lol...
got to start studying soon... but need to drag myself to do it... hai... right after my paper going to bring my family members to eat the hot pot that cha n i had fall in love with... haha... cos the other day tv was showing that shop and i nag and nag my mum to go.... hehe.... yeah! then i should be senting out my resume next week again to look for jobs.. any lobang guys? i think my internship is most proability gone case... not even a single call, email, anything from them.... i jus hope that they dun be too last minute... hai...
Moonlight Shone On...11:34 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
刚刚在小猪的部落格上留言，把这个网站放了上去了。不知道会不会有人来看，所以接下来的几个post都会是华文的。so guys, if anyone of you that does not understand, in any case my non-chinese friends who are reading this, pls leave a msg at my tag box then i will regain my english post. which is quite unlikely la...lol... but missed typing with my laptop!
打华文字好麻烦啊，不过我有点进步了~ 打得比较快了！ 哈哈。 今天我老爸六十岁生日！想一想，六十年就这样过去了，不知他会有什么想法。我又不敢问，因为我们的关系没有很好，怕他会发脾气。新加坡的rules is that 过了六十岁工资会减10%，我家那老头子因为这样很不高兴。一直吵着不干了，不干了。无认如何他还是忒撑到明年，然后就是我来当家了。所以我说毕了业就没有自由了，因为我的负担与哲任会变得非常重。然后我就开始担心我的未来，如果找不到工做怎么办，一家四口就靠我了。。。担心啊。。。
打了一整晚，就只打这么多，好慢哦。现在又还没到一点，漫长的夜晚，一个快要睡着的人，能做些什么呢？我还再想世上会有因为失去我而面临世界末日的人吗?
Moonlight Shone On...9:42 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Chorus
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Chorus(3x)
Moonlight Shone On...11:40 AM
