Saturday, August 30, 2008
i am so happy that there are friends around me who cares... haha... though they might jus laugh at my "dream" when they actually hear abt it... haha.. cos to them, it might be an impossible task for me to complete, but i know some would really cheer on me no matter what it is... these are friends whom i should cherish...
jus side track abit... last sat i met peng, karen, teng, xing and jason for dinner to "celebrate" peng and karen's bdae... but actually we are only there for dinner... i didn't have time to do the gifts and yup... xing, peng and me had to go off early due to extra commitments... so paiseh to karen la... cos she wanted to celebrate but we did nothing much but eat... haha...
and i must really say... there are things that i can forget easily and there are things that i will remember forever... when i am working hard on something... i will appreciate that ppl would provide positive encouragement if not either leave me alone or shut your sarcastic comments... cos that particular comment hit me pretty hard... i was fuming after that (though i kept it low) and the thought of that now makes my blood boils too even its one week ago thing! well... thinking from the positive side... i will prove u wrong... I will prove to u that u are so damn wrong and i want u to eat back every single words u said...
okie... i am satisfied with my above paragraph... haha... i have been wanted to let out my frustration since last week but didn't have the time to really sit and write...
well, first of all... among those ppl who went only peng will read my post... so only peng will know what i meant... and among our classmates only ming and peng will read my blog and miing should be smart enough to know who i meant... and too bad... that person who wouldn't read this will not know abt this... so its okie... haha...
ps: i felt so motivated after talking to u! thanks brother!
Moonlight Shone On...10:49 AM
Friday, August 29, 2008
great.... i have been blogging almost everyday... i am suppose to start on my individual assignment... and faster get it done n start studying my test for next tues... but somehow... i am still stoning... there are alot of things on my head and i do not know what to do... there are jus so many things going on... so rush, so confusing...
on the other hand... i can also say that i am lazy and losing my foucs every now and then... keeping myself concentrate is hard... making things work is even harder... my head jus doesn't seems to work or even start up... it feels heavy and sleepy...
Moonlight Shone On...1:18 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
think and try to answer these questions:
1 – Name the 5 richest people in the world.
2 – Name the last 5 Miss Universe winners.
3 – Name the last 10 Nobel Prize winners.
4 – Name the last 10 winners of the Best Actor Oscar.
Can’t do it? Rather difficult, isn’t it?
Don’t worry, nobody remembers that.
Applause dies away!
Trophies gather dust!
Winners are soon forgotten.
Now answer these questions:
1 – Name 3 teachers who contributed to your education.
2 – Name 3 friends who helped you in your hour of need.
3 – Think of a few people who made you feel special.
4 – Name 5 people that you like to spend time with.
More manageable? It’s easier, isn’t it?
The people who mean something to your life are not rated “the best”, don’t have the most money, haven’t won the greatest prizes…
They are the ones who care about you, take care of you, those who, no matter what, stay close by.
Some time ago, at the Seattle Olympics, nine athletes, all mentally or physically challenged, were standing on the start line for the 100 m race.
The gun fired and the race began. Not everyone was running, but everyone wanted to participate and win.
They ran in threes, a boy tripped and fell, did a few somersaults and started crying.
The other eight heard him crying.
They slowed down and looked behind them.
They stopped and came back… All of them…
A girl with Down’s Syndrome sat down next to him, hugged him and asked, “Feeling better now?”
Then, all nine walked shoulder to shoulder to the finish line.
The whole crowd stood up and applauded. And the applause lasted a very long time…
People who witnessed this still talk about it.
Why?
Because deep down inside us, we all know that the most important thing in life is much more than winning for ourselves.
The most important thing in this life is to help others to win. Even if that means slowing down and changing our own race.
'A candle loses nothing if it is used to light another one.”
Source: Mishie Kuan's blog...
i thought that this is very meaningful, so decided to copy here and share w those reading this.... in life... not everything u do is abt winning... why would people wanna be so competitive at times when its not the end product but the process? could it be jus the country i am living in? the environment that cause everyone to be like that? jus some personal thoughts...
Moonlight Shone On...6:02 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
when u are young, there are times when u fall and adults taught u to stand up...
there are times when u see your cousins fall and u taught them to stand up...
there are times when u, yourself fall... it could be a major fall, or a small one... but will u be able to stand up on your own? there are times when u know the logic but somehow u jus can't seems to apply to yourself... there's like a barrier to it... a transparent object that is blocking and blinding the thinking path...
i had practiced, prepared but stumble and fall... i had cried over my injuries and stone for a while... i saw my dream again... but will i be able to stand up and walk again? will i stumble and fall again? but why do i have so much considerations when i jus need to stand up and walk? courage is something that i would need....
will i continue to stone?
Moonlight Shone On...10:38 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
everyone might be wondering why isn't my birthday list is not up yet... or perhaps no one remembers that my bdae is coming soon... haha... well... i do have a list of things that i want... but most of them are intangible... u get what i mean? and i strongly believes that after 21st bdae everything should be tone down... but of course... i am someone who loves to celebrate... haha... very hard for me tone down actually... but i need to get used to that... haha...
my bdae wishes... alot of intangible things... and alot of things that needs me to do it myself... and need lots of chances and luck... so yup... this year my wishes i shall keep it in my heart and hope that it will come true!
Moonlight Shone On...8:17 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
its over... dun bother to ask... i dun feel like saying anything abt it...
it is jus over...
Moonlight Shone On...11:41 AM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
okie... this is the moment... a few more hours and my dream might jus come true... a few more hours.... and my hard work might pay off....
or
a few more hours and i shall offically say goodbye... a few more hours and i shall cry my heart out for the one last time...
all i need now is courage, confidence and lots and lots of luck... i have been pretty down on that this week... hope that tml will be better...
shiling... your first and mayb last try... jia you! good luck
Moonlight Shone On...10:28 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
this is soooo ke xi!!! ms feng had e potential to win ms zhang lor! every match she only lost 2 points leh!!!! she could have won the game la!!!! however, i think that ms zhang has the stress tt she cannot lose... cos its at her own country, everyone has the hopes on her... if she lost this match... her reputation for world number one will be gone... but i really think both of them are really good... hehe... too bad, we didn't get to see that match... it would be an exciting one...
and come to think of it... if ms feng won today's match... her next match will be with singapore's ms lee!!! that will be a very interesting one isn't it? will it be
长江后浪推前浪 or 姜还是老的辣? i would like to see that some day! haha
update a little bit... this is the score between china vs singapore,
Ms Zhang vs Ms Feng
13-11, 12-14, 14-12, 12-10 and 13-11
Moonlight Shone On...10:44 PM
15 Aug 2006
First of all... happy belated bdae peng! hehe... hope that u enjoyed your day!
15 Aug is one of the most important daes... singapore had won its first silver medal after sooooooo long~ first silver medal after independence! I follow the match very closely... and there are times when its too intense for me to carry on watching... haha... but I still think that it was a very good match! good job ladies!!!
many people said that they dun like it when the players representing us are all from china... but i thought otherwise... cos our ancestors are from china too... they came over to singapore hoping for a better life... and that goes to the same as the table tennis ladies... singapore is able to offer better terms and condition for them, so why not? China is a big country, they have alot of resources and human talent, therefore the competition within the country is already very strong. to be able to stand up and outshine the others, they will have to be the top of the cream... and to be a representative to play in olympics, i believe the chances for them to join the game are even lower...
however, singapore is able to offer better terms for them, and if they are good, they will be able to represent singapore for the games... so why not? many says that we buy them over, and maybe after a few years, the players will return back to their country.... ya... then so what? if they think that singapore is not a place for them to stay... they have the freedom to leave... isn't it so? but what happen is that they are here to earn us medals and honour... and to bring up the sports spirit in us... many youngsters might be inspired to take up sports as their career because of them... and this will require a head start with someone who can bring singaporeans mindset to a higher level... to accept sports to be an career. isn't it so?
anyway, i am proud to have them here and i welcome them to take singapore as their home... this is like accepting foreign talents... what the government always says and what many organizations face today.
16 Aug 2008 saturday
today wanted to go for career fair, but i couldn't finish my project... so change to the next day... went to work in the late afternoon
17 Aug 2007 sunday
woke up early and went for the career fair... sent in a couple resumes... but companies that participate in the fair are mainly those jurong side de... not my cup of tea... hai... anyway...after that met my groupmates and we went to have our lunch at shokudoo... and we set off to my house for projects... lucky daddy is very tired that day so he didn't wake up in the afternoon to watch the games... otherwise, it would have been very weird... we did till quite late...
and today is the final match with singapore and china... so qi n wei jia stayed at my home to watch the game... actually more ppl watch quite fun leh... can see different ppl have different way of seeing things and can hear from each other point of views on a lot of things... hehe...
18 Aug 2008 monday
stayed in school for project... didn't get to run today... hai...
and want to wish karen a happy bdae too!
19 Aug 2008 tuesday
went for morning class... and then stayed back awhile to finish up the project and submit it... after which i went to pluck my eyebrow n forehead... and i am jus so hairy... lol.... went home and rest for abt half an hour before meeting mei for swimming in bishan... manage to swim for abt an hour.... and i am dead tired after that!
20 Aug 2008 Wednesday
today went to buy my concealer in novena medical center, then went to collect my jap cert in orchard and then rush back to sch for projects... i need to mention and complain this... i almost walk half of orchard la!!!! cos i wasn't very sure of the roads in upper part of orchard road... so i didn't know where to get the bustop. so i ended walking a big big round before reaching the bustop and realised that i have a straight bus to sch! i was so happy cos i already spend alot of money on transportation! haha... i thought i would be late but i wasn't! hehe... today we finally settle on the 3 countries we will be doing for our global marketing project... and i will be researching on taiwan! hehe... my fav place! lalala... haven't start on the research but i hope to learn more abt the country!
after school, i went for an interview... and this is where and when i got cheated!!! and here comes my long story!
first i wanted to reject this interview as i was told tt this is like a part time job.... i already have so many things to do le... plus my jap class and dance class coming up... i dun think i can work on it man... but the contact person told me that it will be like a marketing position which brought my interest up... cos i study marketing and getting something nearby would be good... so i went... and as i had the intention of not going, i wore a pair of slippers out... so i need to get something before the interview... and i did! (*that was something nice of the whole bad experience).
i reached the place... and the person said that he will pick me up... i was expecting a car u see.... but instead i was pick up by legs... lol... and we walked over to his company... the person is soooooo much younger then me la!!! he is only lik 19!!!!! and when he intro the company... i was having some interest whereby it deals with biomedical stuff... and went i reached... he told me those ppl wearing a jacket are managers of the coy... i was like are u sure?!!!??!?!?!?!?! hey... they are like small boys wearing big shirts and blazor pretending to be adult la!!!! u know when u are young, u like to play with your mum's clothes and comestic... something like that...
i asked alot of questions... and one of them is like are u all dealing with MLM? he dare to tell me no la!!!!!! damn idiot one leh... lie to me straight in my face lor... and there was some presentation of the pdts that they "distribute" ( i call that selling instead of distribute lo) and also their pay rates and staff... and the presentor first slide was we are MLM la!!!!! and they even gave themselve some sofisicated name what networking dun know what la... damn idoit de... and after the presentation i rejected him indirectly, but he doesn't seems to get my hidden meaning... so i reject him again.... DIRECTLY... but he still hopes to get me in la... hai... no point son... no point... and asked me to help ask around see who is interested... well.. i did sent some msg out... as what i promised him... but that is all... ( i mention in my sms that its MLM... so ppl not interested can jus ignore yeah!) after the whole thing... i was cold, tired and hungry (forgot to mention that i didn't have my dinner when i reached cos there wasn't enough time) and i felt cheated@!!!!!!!! hai... damn angry w myself la! sian
Moonlight Shone On...1:05 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
today i got cheated.... i felt so stupid when i come to think more abt it... cheated!!! as u can see... i am at the top of my anger now... angryy~~~ hai
details to be up tml
Moonlight Shone On...11:29 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
We won! We won!!!!!! the first medal from olympics for singapore after independence!!! i am sooooo proud of the team! haha... i am so excited la! yeah!!!!
Moonlight Shone On...6:18 PM
2.45pm
Singapore Jia you!!! good luck for the table tennis game!!! jia you jia you!
2.22pm
I feel like joing studio wu... seems like i had fall in love w dancing again... and yutaki is there! and the classes held seems very interesting! o school one is not as good i suupose... very limited choices... but that would also means money! i dun have so many money and time for that right now...
1.47 pm
mc is driving me crazy....
by the way... good luck to those who jus start school this and last week... and also those who are starting in the coming weeks....
welcome back to sch life! haha... i am jus being sarcastic... i hate projects.... esp literature review
Moonlight Shone On...1:47 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I realised something... some big problems...
Problem number 1:
it seems that 3 weeks of preparation is too short... i should have started earlier....
Problem number 2:
there is nothing i can do in less than 1 and a half week to speed up the things that needed to be improved
Problem number 3:
I am having headache almost every night... yesterday was very very bad...headache plus gastric pain (due to my ignorance to assume that the food i had was enough to hold for the medication... and well... i was wrong... the medication is too strong and i can't eat anything to stop the pain cos it cannot be taken with any food that contains cacluim) and right now, i am having headache too...seems to be happening to me more frequently than usual... and its too painful for me to think... which means i cannot concentrate while working on the project... which means that i need to sleep
these are jus some current issues i am facing... issues = problems...
i need to sleep now... it helps to stop my headache... and seriously... i think i am quite dead...
ps: thanks mei for accompanying me today! i gain alot of knowledge jus by meeting u... lol... u may not know this but u really helped me alot! and in a certain way, u makes me feel calm and realistic too! love u babe!
Moonlight Shone On...11:30 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
its been really a long long time since i start blogging abt what i do... but i am either too busy or too lazy to get started... and most of the days are almost the same... haha... except for mayb last week... haha... lets start from last week instead of last 2 weeks yeah! haha... cos i really cannot remember what happened then...
but before that... happy bdae xiang! hmm... okie... its happy belated... lol
4 Aug 2008 Monday
morning class was cancelled... so decided to go see skin doctor in the morning before going for project meeting. i reached there very early... even before the doctor was arrive. and i waited and waited and waited... well... the doctor came late and i see patients coming in and out and in and out... and the whole process took me 2 hours... hai... nvm... as long as he works miracles on my face... i dun mind waiting... but the thing is... i was late for project discussion... sorry guys!!! when i reached... everything was more or less finish... i was so late... paiseh paiseh...
after lunch w them... i went to meet my sister at clementic for k... haha... both of us weren't in our best condition... and i took a long long time to warm up... haha... ended singing till we almost lost our voice... hehe... but we had almost all the songs we wanted to sing... after which we went to sunset way for dinner... wanted to try the deserts over there... but both stores were closed on Monday... what luck do we have? so ended up w a hong kong restaurant... food was so so only... but the environment and ambiance was not bad... haha...
7 Aug 2008 Thursday
today only wei jia and me went for class... hehe... jess and bell missed it... after sch we went to cini for lunch at pasta mania and then we watched the dark knight... hehe... i keep forgetting the name of the movie... and i told the ticketing lady that i want 2 tickets for badman! lol... lucky she knows what i mean... haha... lunch was great... i ate something i believe is healthy... hehe... and the movie and company was great! hehe... found another kaki for subway! haha... after movie i rushed off for dance... and well... i underestimated the time for the movie and ended up not enough travelling time back to sch and well.. i was late... missed out the whole part of warming up... well... it was the part i hate most... haha... so its okie!
heard two good news from 2 different ppl... really happy for them! good luck to u two yeah!
8 Aug 2008 Friday
went to see 2nd auntie in kk hospital... she doesn't look so good... hope that she is feeling better now... after which went novena square to eat the wrap rice and then went to bishan to meet jess for project... we manage to clear some doubts and should be starting writing by today... (which i am trying to do now...) ate something sinful... couldn't control myself la... haha... and thanks jess for the cakes! hehe... after which met fara for swimming... forgot that its a half day off for sch kids... everywhere is filled w students! even the pool has alot of ppl... manage to swim my ten laps and learned trap water from fara in the big pool... but somehow i am still not very good at it...
9 Aug 2008 Saturaday
Happy birthday Singapore!!! work in j8 today... as excepted... sales wasn't as good... i felt sleepy the whole day... yawn.... and that stupid lesly keep calling me hong shao zhu! that bai zhan ji! haha... cos we were wearing red and white to celebrate the day...
10 Aug 2008 Sunday
i am trying hard to start something... and i need to try harder....
Moonlight Shone On...12:44 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
太好了！我真的为你感到高兴！当我知道时，我眼睛红红湿湿的，因为我觉得你可以让梦想实现是一件很棒很棒非常棒的事！恭喜恭喜！加油加油！good luck for you final yeah! mayb u dun believe in this but i will pray for u! hehe...
Moonlight Shone On...10:07 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
its been sometime since i really blog... as in blog on my daily activities... but right now i am not in the mood of doing that... cos my day was rather screw up... well... its the project submission day... so u know what i mean la hor... last minute work... burn midnight oil... late night, insufficient sleep etc... i could hardly open my eyes... its so tired... but i jus refuse to go to bed...
is my nick so special? lol... everyone asking me what opportunity it is... well... too bad... i wouldn't tell anyone unless i achieve what i want... well... i jus keep having this mindset that if i tell others... they will think that this girl is dreaming... and that it is impossible... or that it is not suitable for her... blah blah blah... perhaps its jus me who keep thinking this way...no matter what... i would not say what it is until i achieve it... and if i dun achieve it... i will jus let it slowly buried in the deepest corner of my heart and let it serve as a print that i had once work hard for what i wanted...
just to update abit of what have been happening... i passed my elementary jap class which means that i can have my basic jap cert... i am aiming for JLPT4 at the end of this year... but there is a high possibly that i might not make it... cos of the wrong timing etc... i shall see how ba... and i have enrol to my next lesson... hopes that i can cope well!
lalala... sept is coming!!! i am getting older soon... no.. that doesn't make sense... i am getting older every day... and that sounds sad.. lol.... okie, whateverr... i am talking rubbish cos my brain is protesting at the moment... and i shall jus give way to it... let me hiberate...
Moonlight Shone On...11:40 PM
