Saturday, May 23, 2009
i shall offically annouse that i will remove the sign in thing from starting from june. its getting on my nervse... lol...
in case i forgot what i did lets do a mini update again:
15 May 2009: minds cafe w mei's church friends... it was fun! the company is great and the games are fun too! but i think i will be more of myself and have more fun if i am with my own friends... lol... i will always set aside the real me when i am w strangers...
16 May 2009: cancel work at j8 cos i was tooo tired
17 May 2009: i was too tired to go out so shopping trip w qi is once again cancelled. after which my whole family including my 2 aunt and zh went to dian xiao er at AMK to celebrate belated father's bdae, mother's day and coming aunt bdae! food was not bad!
18 May 2009: ot 2 hours to replace off day i took
19 May 2009: Jap class w nakanishi sensei once again. her english improved but teaching skills needs lots of improvement cos i got more confused in the class
20 May 2009: OT 0.5 hours and finally a day home for dinner after n days eating outside... i missed home cooked food! (went home w zh cos he came over to eat and had one whole night thinking wat he want to sing for his bdae w my sis... its going to be a mini concert!)
21 May 2009: ot another 2 hours... the replacement of 8 hours of work doesn't seems to be ending! anyway i applied for 1 week leave in june in hope that i can still go taiwan
22 May 2009: after work i skipped the photoshop class and went out with qi to far east to look for shoes cos ALL my shoes are SPOILING and i dun have any more shoes to wear for work. mei... if u looking at this... sorry!
oh this one i need to update something also. we went to many different shops to look for shoes and then i tried max 2 pairs in 3 shops... but in the end i didn't get to buy them cos i wasn't very happy w the quality and the feel of wearing them cos its like one side dun feel the same from the other side. not very sure its my perfectionisim or jus i keep thinking getting shoes needs to be balance and equal ma...
anyway... after purchasing the final shoes i saw another one which i like very much and after trying and having the sales ger helping me to trim it...and when i was ABT TO MAKE PAYMENT. i realised that the price isn't the same as what i thought i was. cos i didn't really chk how much it was but i didn't chk the similar ones and thought tt they are the same! it cost 40 bucks okie! for a cover leather shoes... i mean for a leather shoes it is consider cheap but i am not looking for a expensive pair! ooh dear... i was sooooo malu that i keep saying sorry to the sales ger and then have to hurry off lo....
being a sales ger i know how hard it is to sell... and i dislike customers who do tt to me... but then this time round i actually did tt to someone else... i really felt very bad lo... hai... i am going to get karma... die...
23 May: stayed at home to study jap... today got the audition for dun forget the lyrics... asked zh to go but he too coward... lol... hope he will pick up his courage and go again tml!
24 May: going to stay at home again to study jap cos there are too many things to study!
25 May: working and going home early to study for jap test
26 May: finally the test.. hope i will do well
after that i haven't make plans yet and well... should be arranging for facial, going to shop for new clothes and mayb meet up w friends... but depends also cos i am pretty broke for the month....
by the way tt guy msg me again to ask me out... and i ignore his msg in hope that he will GET IT. but well.. opening this blog is also a way to hope that he READS IT AND GET IT. lol.. mean but that's my choice of ending it....
seriously... i once thought tt my trip will be still on tt's why i went to apply for leave and suay enough this two days we have news tt taiwan having the virus and my mum jus said "thank godness u all are not planning to go taiwan". that somehow crashes my heart!
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
well.... it has been days or rather months since i last updated. the most recent happening date i had was taking a day off from hp and working for linda (events) where jess is also working... lol... well... it WAS very FUN! really enjoyed myself although i was having headache at the later part of the day. okie, jus let me start from the very beginning...
linda (boss of the event company) came to ask me to help her up with the event... on project basis la... but i was working for HP... and the salary was lower than what hp is giving so i rejected... until recently she called and asked again so i told her i will help her asked around... and found jess who is available and well there she goes!
goldfish (one employee which most ppl dun like) asked me to help out during the events period. but i can only help out on one day and she decided tt i will not be needed then... well... i was looking forward to help up la cos the event is VERY BIG. bigger than those that i had ever done... and was really interested on the exhibition cos its the Marnie Time Security conference.
then one day, i was rather surprise that linda actually called me up and ask me for help even though i can only help out on one day and helping her i will have to get one day off from my current company. but well... since the boss CALLED me PERSONALLY how can i reject? lol... and i also called wai mei to come along... hehe...
went down on monday 11 May I went down for breifing and went thru everything w linda. and started at 9am on wednesday. its really an eye opener for me cos i this is the first time i see soooo many navy ppl... got ang mo and also got those weird weird looking navy who have beard so thick tt flies and fly in and stuck there and cannot come out! interesting right? wai mei and i also became the "icon of singapore" cos a group of navy ppl actually came and asked us to take pics with them... haha... and i dun think its nice to reject right? lol...
and mei and my main job is th usher the minister n and out and everywhere he goes... so yup... we are their crowd opener and make sure no one blocks the way... i think mei is doing a better job in it cos i dun really know how to start off... haha... no experience in it... and the most most important part was we saw ALOT of HANDSOME navymen la!!! of course i meant the ang mo... they got the tom cruise look-a-like feel lo!!!! oh my god... i really think that going there is a right choice cos its a pleasant to e eye! haha... after the minister left we basically have nothing much to do but to slack till break to give out paper and also to collect them at the end of the break. but during that slack period i had very bad headache and thank god that caroline have the panadonal so i took some after a few bites of my cai fan...
felt better after that but that was when the event is abt to end. satisfied and feeling hungry, mei and i went to airport and had our mee siam and mee goreng! taste not bad also! hehe... then we headed home but i think mei took a longer time to reach home cos she missed her bus etc. and she wasn't feeling very well too... and yet i make her to take care of me and not i take care of her... aiyo.. paiseh ar!
the conference went on for another day but i didn't go cos its not very nice to take two days leave to work for another company.... lol... its not very nice already to take one days leave... but i was like can't concentrate at work at all on the next day cos my heart and soul is still at expo!
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
hmm... i am sorry for all the lack of updates... and i can't really remember much on what i did in april.. trying hard to remember and will post them out when i am free and not as tired... today i will post this is really because i felt quite angry by something...
as u all know that i restrict the access to my blog because of one guy... and this post will be something abt him too... he actually trick me into msg-ing my friend! friday night he msg me saying "sorry" and i replied only on sat on "what?" and u know what he said? he said" i told our friend tt u are my gf" and i was like wat?!?!?! i relpied saying "and she believe?" and he said "lol... ya she is quite gong de la" i was like wtf! okie... tt is not something i would say but i was os-ing in my heart lo... and i didn't bother to reply.
jus chat with cass and i decided to clarify with my friend. and well... this is the angry part... he actually didn't tell her anything abt it. and me asking my friend makes my friend think that we are together. and well... i told my friend the truth tt we are anything less than a friend and we will never be together... hopes that this msg will get to him... at first wanted to give him some chance but too bad he blow it...
from my detective feel... i think i can gauage what happen... on friday, most properly he is with my friend. and he msg me with that msg on purpose so tt he can read my friend's msg when i clarify with her immediately and see how i will react. well... i replied late and too bad his little testing did not work. but i believe tt my friend will "share" this with him ba... hope so... i think mayb after a few more months i will release the "curfew" for my blog...
somehow i got this feeling that god is trying to tell me that i should not rush everything and let nature take its course... i might not get what i really need and want if i keep asking and looking.
okie... enough for tt now... jus a simple update on last week activities.
4 may: work and home
5 may: work and jap class
6 may: work and facial with qiqi and met ah yan jie jie and had long john for dinner (sad)
7 may: met cass and fara for x-man movie. dinner at pasta mania at ps and was abit dissappointed with the movie. expected more and i think the sequence of the movie is soooo wrong.
8 may: thought i am having mei's church's outing but got the wrong date. evening time went to the temple and pray and listen to abit of the buddish history before i fall asleep cos i was too tired.
9 may: work at j8 and had a mini L.A gathering cos almost everyone came to the shop! but sales was sooo bad and i am sooo disappointed cos i thought mother's day will have crowd!
10 may: stay at home to rest cos i was super tired due to the one whole week of events! and manage to clear almost all the tapes i recorded on the shows i didn't have time to watch.
next week timetable
11 may: going down to expo for breifing (events with olive) and i am expecting something GRAND and with LOTS OF HANDSOME YOUNG MAN! whahah... after which will be rushing to clementi for k and then dinner at xiao long bao crystal jade.
12 may: work, jap class and then supper with jap classmate cum sensei farewell
13 may: skip work at hp and moonlighting at olive. how can i miss a chance to such grand event and a chance to catch handsome guys! lol... i jus hope they won't send oldies there... whaha
14 may: work and should be ot-ing, to replace the one day leave i took
15 may: mei' church outing.
16 may: work at j8
17 may: mayb going out with qi
tt's all for now...
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