Friday, December 26, 2008
you may find me kpo or irritating or busybody or whatever... but i happen to read your blog and thought u are right... on certain parts... and WRONG on certain parts... as u mention u needed advise... and i thought my advise might be too long to post on your tag box, so i decided to delicate this post jus for u... whether u read it or not i dun know... whether u agree with me or not, well... see how u takes it lo...
first of all, i think u are so right tt the fact tt you are 22 years old and u are still living off your parents... hey boy... i was on my own since O'level grad leh... lol... well... i shouldn't make u compare with me but i still think tt u should start finding a part time job or do-what-so-ever to support yourself, at least cover your own expenses... what will happen if u find a girlfriend next time? gifts, presents, lunchs, dinners, movies etc etc will have to come from your parents pocket too? i might sound harsh but i hope u understand what i mean... so get a part-time job... or even a holiday job which can helps u cover at least some of the expenses...
Secondly... if u really go and calculate... u quit school now.. with only a diploma and as u mention the market now is so bad tt even i had graduated with a DEGREE TWO MONTHS AGO still looking for jobs now... pls dun come out and fight with ppl like me k?... lol... anyway, my main point is... everyone on the street is a degree holder... if u quit now... u will not only waste the first sem $$$ tt u had paid and also in the future, u will still need to get a degree too, the opportunity cost is so much higher! if u look carefully... the education fee has been rising steadily every year and it will be more expensive to study next time... furthermore, the school u are in now is already consider CHEAP in comparison to mine... getting a private degree in the furture will be a bomb if u compare with what u have now...
I know what it is like being the eldest of the family... and u are lucky tt your parents are still young. mine are OLD and RETIRING... i have the burden of supporting the WHOLE family... so if u think tt u are in bad shape... think of me and perhaps u will feel better...
well... tt's all i want to say... hope u look at it with a open heart.. i didn't try to be mean or anything... jus hope tt this helps...
Moonlight Shone On...12:01 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
别让悔熏乌了从前
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也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
何妨瓷花拼凑明天
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谁带我寻获幸福的模
却自己谜中困锁
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谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
信物是抹晚霞
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思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
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意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果
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燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点
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誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜
ru yan 如燕 - Olivia Ong
Moonlight Shone On...1:52 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
woke up early to accompany my mum to ttsh to learn some simple exercise to train her leg mussels so that she can dun relied so much on her knees when she walks... after which we went to guan yin miao to pray for success for my interview on the next day... lunch on me at MOF...
2 December 2008 Tuesday
went for interview in the morning... i was early and the que for interview wasn't as long as i expected... had oral test... which i last did during my secondary school... the feel is soooo weird... lol... i think i did okie... but translation a messed up as i couldn't think properly... was nervous la... well... i will be inform latest by 20 dec and if i passed the test and go for next round of interview in jan... their selection and recruitment process is sooooo long~
after which i went home and do my jap homework before heading for class in the evening.
3 December 2008 Wednesday
slack at home
4 December 2008 Thursday
decided to go facial again cos the current medicine can't smoothed my face... its like there are alot of up's and down and the medicine i obediently applied day and night did not helped much... so went with my sis to new york skin solution to do something abt it... and in fact its is really good! those black heads that are not suppose to be there are gone but i look super red la... lol... and my sis can't stand the pain... lol... and i spend alot of money there... broke...
had our late lunch at vivo in the restaurant which mei recommends.. the jap food not bad yeah! after which we went to bugis to shop... hoping to get the loafers that my sis had... well i found but they dun have bigger size.... they discriminate ppl with Hugh feet!!!! sob sob... i really like tt design leh... but dun come in my size... hai... so made an wasted trip there...
results out today but refuse to check outside in order not to spoil my mood... and indeed i am correct... well.. for more information pls read the post after this...
5 December 2008 Friday
stayed at home and says my prayers... distract myself with some online manga...
6 December 2008 Saturday
Work at j8 w my sis with VERY BAD sales...
7 December 2008 Sunday
distract myself with more online manga
8 December 2008 Monday
prepared for my jap test... and avoid going out due to the fact that i am seriously broke and can't find jobs and i am stuck at a very bad condition
9 December 2008 Tuesday
went for jap test which i think i did VERY BADLY... cos i can't really focus...
10 December 2008 Wednesday
Met peng for k... haha... asked teng but she didn't received my msg... so ended up only peng and me... and peng sang very little... so i sang most of the time... k came in the right time cos my voice was good and i have alot to let out... but cini is soooooo COLD!!!!! their air-con like no need money leh! its like we are in 14oC lo~ on dear... i was shaking so badly la...
after which join karen in the cathay to que for aston... the place with very cheap food... but well... the que is damn long... and we gave up after half an hour as some of us are hungry and i bet we won't be able to have our dinner by 8pm lo... so we decided to change location to cafe cartel at ps... oh... forgot to mention who are there... lol.. got me, peng, ming, karen, teng, jason and ruth... hehe... it was quite successful! and i heard that mr han is back in Singapore... not very sure if that news is accurate or not... so if he did... i shall organize one with better turnout rate... lol
ps: xing u better come lo... lol
11 December 2008 Thursday
received the news that i did not fail... was smiling all day long... haha... went for my facial again and then met qiqi at amk for the movie that receive so many awards... cape no 7! well... went in without much expectation... well... no offence la... but normally movies with so many awards are those with deep meanings which an idiot like me can't really catch... like lit movie u know... and it was better than what i had expected... first i understand the story though i dun really like the fact that most of the language used is in taiwanese. 2nd i really like the songs! hehe... i am addicted to it le! 3rd story line is not bad la... though there are still some points which i dun really understand... haha
had our dinner at s11 and went home as i had a very bad headache... i think its due to the fact tat i was too cold during k... and now having the sides effect...
12 Decemeber 2008 Friday
today i offically had my grade approved... and i am OFFCIALLY GRADUATEED! (i felt really bad tt day when jason keep on saying the graduates the graduates when i failed a subject and i am not graduate anymore) but well.. i am now! hehe... jus called my jap school and i failed my jap as usual... hai... i booked a day for retest next week... but i am still not sure if i want to continue so fast... hmm...
later going to jurong point to work... its soooooooo far away! and tml working too... sunday resting at home and monday got an interview... i hope i can pass that and put an end to my never ending job hunting process...
Moonlight Shone On...12:34 PM
okie before i start off on what i had done for the pass half a month let me elaborate on what had actually happen as my previous post wasn't as detailed... i received my results on the 4Th of December... and i had 2 distinction, 1 credit and 1failed... when i saw that failed... i thought i am soooo dead! and i only failed by 5marks! in RMIT, if u fail a subject, there is no retest one lo... u will have to retake the whole module while is another half a year! so when i saw that result... i thought i am so dead lo... i can't really think properly and well... i went numb for quite a while...
after which i seek advised from bell n qi and wrote in to request for review for my paper... i was rather lucky as the coordinator replied me the next day to inform me that my paper will be review on the following week and that she will inform me the marks again... so i waited... and whenever i settled down having nothing to do... i start thinking of "what-if-i-fail" situation.... and i start having nightmares almost every night... cos i can't fail and retake... i have to even lied to my mum that the results are not out yet instead of telling her that i failed.... cos i am so scared that she will be too disappointed with me...
i waited and waited and say my prayers every time i open my mail waiting for results... and whenever i saw that there is no email... i felt relieved and scared. till its like half of the week gone and no reply, i start to think that she might have forgotten abt me decided to email to check w her again... she replied the next day stating that i was graded 45 is because they dun have my mid-term test grades therefore that 45 marks was from my project (16 marks over 25) and my final exam (29 Marks over 50) and i felt more relieved then ever... its like i didn't fail my exams!
so emails were sent and phonecalls were made... and finally i recieve the email from my coordinator saying that its their mistake and that i will b graded 60 for my final marks and should be posted online within the next 2 days! haha.. i am sooooo happy! my nightmare is offically over!!! hehe... yeah! and this sem i had the best grades i had in my 2 years with rmit! 1 high dinstinction, 2 dinstinction and 1 credit!
lastly i would like to thank my groupmates for all the support and encouragement u all gave to me during this period! it really meant alot to me! thanks bell for all the advise... without u i would have not know what to do... thanks xiao qi for sharing her experience and giving me advise and encouragement! thanks jess for giving me all the positive feedbacks! and lastly, i want to thank wei jia for encouraging and comforting me.... i know u are not really good at this and i really appreaicate all your help!
Moonlight Shone On...11:55 AM
Friday, December 05, 2008
I requested for a review and i will only know the results next week... now that she mention tt she will review and remark my paper makes my heart stop pounding for a while... what if she is more strict, what if my marks got deduce instead of increase? what if.... and i have no confident at all.... I dun think i can sit still and relax over the weekend... i dun think i will be able to do anything till i hear the results...
originally i have plans... though my direction are not clear but at least i see myself working towards it... its like the light in front of me suddenly switch off... and the path in front of me disappear...
nothing have been smooth for me this year... everything is going nuts... and this will add on to my "nutty" experience for this year... please, please, PLEASE.. do let me pass can?!
and there is nothing i can do now but to pray... if anyone wants to help me... pls... pray for me... thanks!
Moonlight Shone On...12:40 PM
